.Just For A Bit.

[Castmia]

Today my father hung himself in his garage. I cannot fully say his reasons for it, but I think it was my ex step mother.

I won't be roleplaying for a bit. I can't stay stable long enough without breaking down.

I never thought he would do this... I never thought he would commit suicide. It would have made more sense if he died in a car wrech--he was an alcoholic. But to hang himself... no. I never would have thought he would be that.

It is an exact week from my birthday. And this is the third suicide I've known about this year alone.

It's doubtful I'll be able to go to his funeral, either. Because I can't miss anymore school.

I'll try to post tomorrow. But I can't say for sure. I just don't want to depress everyone else with my being here... I know that even if it's online sometimes you can feel depression through other's words, and it'll depress others.

So for now, good bye.

Blessed be.

[Castmia]

And now I return to this forum~