Whose Line, Colin VS Ryan

I can remember what both men say... & that kind of freaks me out. However since I've seen Colin live(& I've said this before) there's more respect from me to the man. However Ryan is awesome too.... it's hard to decide. This is like deciding whether or not we should drop the atomic bomb man! lol!(yes, I know corny. Deal with it XD)

::.neo.::

I loved Colin even before I saw him live. But after I did, my love and obssession and expecially respect for him just like grew. You gotta love Colin, lol.

I used to not be a huge fan of Brad , but now? after seeing him live? I realized he's awsome! GO BRAD! so as of now, Colin's my favorite regular, and Brad's my fave guest. Though I like Colin more than Brad. What can I say? I'm an ultimate fan of Colin, and I don't think thats ever going to change . YAY COLIN!

(Colin obsessive ramble over, lol...sorry)

oh just so you know, it's not that I don't love Ryan too. RYAN ROCKS! but as you can see, I'm a slightly...okay maybe more than slightly , bigger Colin fan

Yeah haha, I think I noticed that.

Well, what pains me to say is that we will out grow this liking towards Whose Line? I don't know maybe not, maybe you'll actually get into the Improv business, but for those of us who won't this'll be like a moment to really let out your emotions. Its kind of like the Poke'mon, Digimon, Dragonball Z, & Early Edition stages I went through.... yes I still remember my stages. I mean I don't constantly think about all of them, but they linger in the back of my mind, realizing how I was as a child XD. Now Whose Line & The Drew Carey Show. Yes, I have loved these shows since they first premiered a couple of times I'd watch it downstairs with mom & dad. I even remember watching TDCS when I was 6 at my Grandma & Grandpa's house up north. Man.... I just don't want this time to end. But maybe, since actually seeing Colin & Brad live... I'll still watch WLIIA on occasion.... who knows?... yes I got into some thoughts... sorry XD but what else am I 'spose to do until my sister gets out of the shower?!

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wow, deep neo....very deep Wow, I hadn't thought about that tho, seriously.But I'm not worried about "growing out" of WLiiA 1) It's wicked awsome! 2) I've never been so obsessed with something in my life! lol 3) I'm not even sure it's a "Stage" for me. Yu-Gi-oh and pokemon were stages... but this? nah, this is an official obsession.

plus, they are in early stages of a DVD right? well when that comes out, no more worries about it being taken out of re-runs, never seeing it again, and moving on/forgeting about it. so, WOO!!

thanks for bringing that up though...it was interesting, though somewhat scary and sad...to think about.
but what am I worrying about?! I've only been obsessed for about a year and a half!!! My obsessions sure to go on for a few more years, if not forever!

Dood. That's exactly what I said about "Early Edition" & I was only into it for a uh... 2004 to October 2005. I said exactly:

No. I'll never grow out of it. Early Edition is such a great show, I'll have my tapes, & I'll still watch it I know it.

Well.... I grew out of my little obsession. I was REALLY I MEAN TOTALLY OBSESSED! Not as much with Whose Line & TDCS since I would always watch that even with EE, but I was TOTALLY obsessed, you don't realize how familiar your words sound to me. My friend, Traci, she said the same thing, & she told me: You'll grow out of it just like me...... & I replied: I know... but I'll still watch it 5 months later I'm no longer watching it. All my pictures gone, all my EE tapes replaced with WLIIA & TDCS.... it's kind of sad really, but I grew out of it. I've watched Whose Line since 2000... but only on occasion when it was on downstairs, so I wouldn't catch every episode I didn't care, I was 10. So hell, if I do grow out of this... I won't be upset, well.... maybe I will. But going back to my dream about getting an autograph with Ryan.... Ryan was inside Dairy Mart & outside was Kyle Chandler(the guy from Early Edition, ya know Gary?) well.... I choose Ryan over Kyle, & I was totally obsessed with EE at that time too! So maybe, that dream was a HUGE meaning toward's what would happen in months to come. I had this dream in June. So... maybe I'll get into the improv business, hell maybe a couple of you will, but as I said for those of us who won't... this'll be like a dust in the wind, fragment of your imagination mind you. Its possible that you'll go on watching constantly, it's possible that your liking towards Whose Line & TDCS will live on, it's possible, it is possible, if not... I'm sorry, I know how it feels to go through not liking the thing you liked SO much, & just lose it.... it's one of those empty void feelings. Your still young mind you, you'll fade, maybe you won't though, if you don't I give my wishes to succeed in an career of improv, if you do fade.... I'm sorry, but it's life.... & it just kicks ya right in the ass.

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Neo, your depressing me.

I said I wasn't gonna grow out of it, and I'm gonna keep my word. Plus, I'm taking a two week Improv/Acting class over the summer. So in a way I am starting improv And this is actually the first thing I've actully been OBSESSED with, and... and, um.... oh, just let me think I'll love it forever!!! ......please?


And on a happier note, I HAD A SNOW DAY TODAY!!!!! YAY!!!


cool dream, by the way.

Well, hell, I told myself I'd never grow out of Poke'mon & that was the first thing I was EVER obsessed with, 7 years later its like: Geez... I told myself I'd never grow out of it, dammit I lied to myself again! Same goes for Dragonball Z.... but I said you may or may not grow out of it. Depends on what you look for in your life. I don't consider it a speech. I don't consider it a warning. I consider it something you look more into. I suggest you look deep within your heart to see if you really will fade out of improv/improvisation. If your clear cut answer is yes, then your mind has been decided. But like I said your young. You think the world is at your finger tips. Yes, thats true, but with the slightest movement of that finger your world can be changed. Rip, torn, battered, & broken apart. Use it all wisely, you'll need to realize that. With time, you'll come to your senses, with time you'll fade out of something you love, with time you'll LOSE something you love.... it's saddening, it's sickening, it's heart-breaking when you go back to reality, into the life in which your stuck with when that something you love, that something you cherish is no longer held near & dear to your heart. Come 2 years I want to see if you'll still love improv as much as you do, hell I wanna see if you love Colin as much as you do. Young minds change, roads change, life changes, don't let anyone elses opinion sway your opinion, don't let your mind get cluttered with anyone elses non-sense. Go with what you know, go with what you care for, go with what you love. If your road does lead down a different path, that's life, if it doesn't as I said before, you have my upmost respect, & you TRUELY have your mind set on something, & I adore that greatly, especially for someone of your age, don't let the demons get you down, don't let the procrastinators get you down, don't let the cynical get you down, don't let anyone get you down.

::.neo.::

these wise words are straight from Celina's heart, even though I can be a tormenting cynical bastard, I can speak wise words, you may quote whatever you like in years to come... but these are not to change your way of thinking, these words are meant to strike some type of cord, see if you have what it takes to keep loving what you love, its not to make you depressed either, depression is a bad thing that can lead to suicidal thoughts, & that is not what you want to think about. Remember that for me will ya?

I think i said this before. but,...deep neo, again, very deep

I'll think hard on it when the time comes, but for now, I want to continue my life as an obseessive whoser. lol

so, getting back into happy/crazy Colin loving mode......YAY COLIN!!

58 days total until C & B!

45 school days until C & B! (not counting weekends, and holidays )


kinda sad how I took all the time to count that huh? lol.

(don't worry, I'm back to normal , thats for sure! )

I've been counting since it was 40 days away man. Its okay.

& yes, I have very deep words... because I'm a never-ending void.... like that empty void I'm feeling cuz of Colin & Brad. Oh yeah, here's me shirt XD



now I do not seem very happy... but the others look REALLY stoopid XD by the way the shirt is pitch black... it seems navy blue in the picture tho.

::.neo.::

cool. I decided as soon as I saw that shirt at Colin's website, that THAT was the one I was DEFINETLY getting! It's AWSOME! How much did it cost anyway? gotta remind myself to save up for it

25 bucks. I had with me 51 bucks okay. I wanted to get the long-sleeved blue one too with the mousetrap but NO my sister wanted a shirt & she got the same one as me.... & turns out dad had 50 bucks with him too! I'm like: WTF?!?!?! Made me somewhat upset ya know.....

::.neo.::

ah, okay I'll remember that, 25. I've been forcing my self to not spend the 20 bucks I have at home at the moment, and I can get five dollars somewhere, lol. I'll probably end up borowing 5 dollars from my dad when we get there...and "forgeting" to pay it back. heck, he'll probablly end up buying the shirt for me, well, ok, I can dream right? lol, anyway......yeah, gotta remember that $25, got it!

I wonder if I'll have the guts to wear the shirt to school, and deal with all the "Who are they?" "Whats with the shirt?" or "Why are there two old cowboys on that shirt?" type questions.
Yea, maybe I'll wear it only one weekends...save me all the trouble, ya know?


sorry, insane ramble over

Haha welcome to the club! Brad said: "Thanks for buying our shirt, just don't wear it to school, you'll get your butt kicked." He said that to 'Dead Fingers' kid. I have worn it to school underneath a sweatshirt & then at Softball Open Gym. I was like: "GORDO!" & she says: "OH MY F'N GOD! IT'S COLIN & BRAD!" LOL! Dad told me when Carissa & I came back from buying them(make sure you buy them before the show, it's CROWDED afterwards, we didn't have to wait ) Well he said: "Colin & Brad look like gay cowboys." I turned to him & said: "Brokeback?" Yeah lol, you may get those comments too who know's I've atleast had the guts to wear it around stores! lol! I've gotten the WEIRDEST looks, it's HILARIOUS! Plus Carissa's usually wearing her's too... copycat! It's just funny man!

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