My Poems, all written by me

[dawn]

sorry theres loads, I started to write poems to express my feelings as I dont open up about them, since then ive written loads about different things and different people

feel free to ask what any of them are about

loving you
loving you with all my heart
wanting to be with you and not apart
dear darling forever in my heart

if I could be with you
it would make
my dreams come true

heart is melting
at this time
wanting to be by your side

look upon me
loving your tendering touch
touching me

far away from me
is all I see
your eyes gazing at me

sweet dreams between you and me
loving you more
and all can see

©dawn




To Sue

your the first person
I worked with
the first person
who helped

helped me out
when im stuck
stuck what to do
I'll come to you

many years ago
it was when we met
hard to believe
it was sixteen years ago

still till this day
I think of you a lot
just like my mother
I'll never forget

we had a laugh
back in the days
when it was
just me and you

thankyou for being a friend
a friend that I'll never forget
always be in my heart
and I love you to bits

©Dawn

nearly here

the time is nearly here

ready to go

ready to play

up up and away



shaking of the thought

of going on a plane

what to think

what to say



four hours it will be

what will I do

just think and pray



listen to music

is what I'll do

keeping my mind

high off the ground



will I eat

or will I drink

who knows

what to think



enjoy the flight

I hope I do

sitting with my mum and dad

seeing the world fly away

©dawn

16 years

(this was written for a old friend of mine who I wrote this to go in her birthday card)

16 years ago

I left school

where as it gone

time goes so quick



I was 16 then

im 32 now

half my life

whisked away



hard to believe

how long ago

that was

its so unreal



been in 2 jobs

in all that time

how to believe

ive not always enjoyed my time



life as had

its ups and downs

crying with laughter

or for just being down



sitting here now

I think to myself

the world wouldnt be the same

without me in it



ive had it hard

\we had it good

made some great mates

so many that I love



a few have hurt me

in that time

time as moved on

and all in good time

©dawn


once again

once again
you have done it
shown me
what your really like

your doing my head in
all the time
just be nice to me
if you really can

you lie to me
all the time
dont lie to me
just be kind

I really thought
something of you
day after day
im losing my faith in you

©dawn


from the day

from the day we met
I like you
more than liked you
I fancied you

your so caring and kind
lovable and sweet
falling for you
big time

wanting to be with you
it breaks my heart
not being with you
wanting to meet you

been a while
since I've felt this way
wanting you to hold me
what can I say

loving you
with all my heart
looking at your face
skips my heatbeat

hold me in your arms
showing your love for me
not breaking my heart
its not how I want to be

©dawn



in my

in my head
in my heart
wanting to be with you
all the time

need to break away
its hurting me inside
loving you
it's breaking me a part

never be with you
its not meant to be
loving you
why do I?

love your looks
love your smile
so caring
deep inside

my love for you
I wish
it would go away
its hurting me inside

why did you meet her
wish it was me
wanting to be with you
would make me happy

loving you
with all my heart
not seeing you
is tearing me apart

wrote this
for you today
just to say
loving you with all my heart

©dawn

mean the world

you mean the world to me
always in my heart
right from the bottom
to the top of my heart

hear me now
don't you see
im in love with you
and it's killing me

each time you let me down
why do I bother
thinking of you
it's because I love you

©dawn


think

what to think
what to do
thinking what if

do you care
really believe
wanting to believe

is it right
is it wrong
tell me the truth

I thought you cared
cared about me
hating this way

give it a rest
its mucking with my head
and its all to much

©dawn

wrong


think you wrong
I know its wrong
how can you do it
do it to your life

hurting people
as you go
I feel used
because of you

its sick what you do
can't get my head
around it all all
knowing its not right

I felt the same
still do all the time
miss you like crazy
I'll get over you

©dawn

treat me

treat me like a adult
not like a child
had enough
way to much

how long can I take it
I really don't know
leave me alone
and not have a go

wanting to shout
I know I cant
but I want to
its getting to much

im 32 not 12
thats how it seams
you treat me like ****
and im not kean

©dawn

life

life is for living
so is believing
whats right
and whats wrong

today is today
tomorrow is another day
bringing it right
is for today

©dawn

you told me

you told me
you liked me
flirted for months
then it stopped

why did you do it
you knew how much
I liked you that way
I started to have feelings for you

now im crushed
don't know if I can
trust you again
will it happen again

©dawn

do you

do you want to meet me
do you really care
makes me think
do you really care

I believe it wont happen
never in this day
hoping it will
but I bet it wont

im lied to all the time
never know what to believe
will it ever happen
who knows

©dawn

how long

how long can I wait
wait till I know whats going on
is it this simple
just to know

only a few more days
waiting to see
how ive got on
hope its not to late

its what ive wanted
to move from here
making me unhappy
when im here

hoping its good news
dont know
what to expect
up here in my head

©dawn

laura from london

lives in london
to far from here
wanting to meet you
because I care

one day we will
its hard not to see you
just thinking of you
makes me love you

your one of the best
the best to have
hoping to meet you
going to be the best

your name is laura
who is just like me
mad as a hatter
lovable as we can be

©dawn


time


say one thing

do another

what is the point

of coming over



time after time

its all the same

getting out

of doing it again



you want me to trust you

prove it to me

show me you care

not lie to me



I think a lot of you

but time after time

its getting to much

to much not to believe



I care about you

I thought you did of me too

let me be wrong

come and visit me



arranged to take me away

I don't know what to say

stop changing your mind

and think of me



I would like to see you

juat let it happen

just for once

you and me



I fancy you like hell

dont you see

wishing it was

you and me



your my mate

don't you see

but I also like you

in my dreams



my dreams are

to be with you

hoping one day

it will happen too



you make me happy

you make me smile

and its all because

im thinking of you



this is all in my dreams

knowing it will never begin

time will tell

and one day it will end

©dawn

[dawn]

confused

confused inside
is what I am
feelings are strange
too much to bare

what am I thinking
is it right
should I be feeling
this way inside

see things different
from my heart
look upon me
I don't know where I am

is it right
is it wrong
feelings inside
tell me it's strong

©dawn

secrets

secrets are secrets
the way they should be
deep in the heart
and not in the open

secret is with me and rach
keeping me going
keeping me straight
thanks for being a mate

it's what to think
that I don't understand
its the answer to ask
that I demand

©dawn

living

life is for living
so is believing
whats right
and whats wrong

today is today
tomorrow is another day
bringing it right
is for today

©dawn


I wrote this for one of my mates, shes a massive fan on a guy called leland

leland

his name is leland
how can you forget
laura's mad for him
oh what the heck

she loves his looks
loves his smile
wanting to be with him
would make her smile

he's on tv
the air is smitten
and for all the love
of a guy called leland


©dawn

wonder why

wonder why

it didn't happen

what did I do wrong

thought you cared



to me it was a lie

one that I can not forgot

you hurt me more

by not telling me so



man what did I see in you

im annoyed hows its gone

wanting to forget you

I wonder why

©dawn



2002

in 2002 I met you

made me happy again

every day

and every night



forgot about the hurt

that was hurting

remembered I was loved

I believed in that too



after so long

it fell apart

tore me apart

deep in the heart



you hurt me like hell

by how you treated me

still to this day

it hurts inside



watched you grow older

and me more wiser

still till this day

I'll never forget you



deep in my heart

I love you

pain in my heart

I still love you



wish things were different

thungs have moved on

but one thing for sure

I'll always love you

©dawn



hate life

hate life

detest the world

hating how I feel

get me out of here



take me away

right away from here

knowing you

I hate it in everyway



wanting to be loved

not being alone

unhappy to say

im hating this way

happy I want to be

being happy I need to be

life is not great

hate the way I am



wanting to change

the best way I can

don't know how to do it

one day I know I can



some people make me happy

some make me sad

not knowing what to think

it's making me mad

©dawn


minute

minute by minute

hours go by

wondering what will happen

as time goes by



lookig over my shoulder

I hate what I see

to many bad memories

all from me



they say remember the good times

but its not that easy

remembering them

hurts too much inside

©dawn



face

I see his face

and his smile

knowing what we had

weeps inside



today I still love you

tomorrow will be another

hoping inside

wish you were mine



could it happen

I really don't know

loving me

I hope so

©dawn



used

used me

abused me

what have you done to me



hurt me inside

you don't know how much

I wish you did

but I doubt it very much



loved you too much

not to care

what you are doing

is not being caring

©dawn



got to be

got to be witty

got top be quick

slow is not

the way to be



move a bit faster

put feer into gear

we are not

doing it all



be fair to us

is all I ask

before I

start to harrass


©dawn


out

out you go

out to play

don't shy away

go and play



it's great to play

with your friends

enjoy your life

before it ends



years ago

I was like you

shy as can be

and never played to



©dawn

[dawn]

hurting

your hurting inside

and I dont know why

open up to me

don't be shy



I care to much

to let you go

not knowing

its worring me



for years I've known you

right from the start

we have memories

and all from the heart



never forget me

I'll never forget you

seeing you get better

I want to

©dawn



my world

in my world

I see you

not in my world

you don't care about me



I love you to bits

but you don't see

I'm loving you

wish you could see

©dawn



lie

why do men lie

what do they achieve

why do they hold back

always not to please



just once would be nice

not lieing in life

just to be loved

and all in my time

©dawn

you and me

you and me

me and you

wanting to be together

so much it hurts



loving you to bits

tears inside

crying out loud

wanting to explode



loved you for so long

too deep inside

mind is in the heart

bringing out a smile

©dawn



singer

a singer you are

sung all your life

wanting to hear you

but will I ?



many a time

I've wanted to come

watch and hear you

having a good time



one day

soon I hope

I will come and see

you sing in tune

©dawn

why do you

why do you do things

to make me cry

not meaning to

but you do



thought you liked

me the same

how wrong was I

never again will I try



not with you

hurts to much

seeing you look at me

its to much

©dawn



run away

go away

run away

all I want to do

is go away



take me away

away from this place

getting to much

it hurts all the way



hours to go

minutes away

time for me

to go away

©dawn



eric

many years ago

I appeared on tv

looking a fool

and not wanting to be



never again

I couldn't do that

too embassing

to do again



frogs are my passion

but not worth that

too much to lose

if I do that



eric the frog was his name

big and green

it's a crying shame



he died in his tank

when he was only three

a gas leak killed him

too much in pain

©dawn



happy days

happy days

are meant to be

the best days

for you and me



today you will be wed

to mark

the day ahead

wonders will see

for all all the best



for you to become one

together at last

for love and marriage

and for it to last



I wish you all the best

from deep inside

for you and sharon

to be blessed inside

©dawn



home to stay

been away for so long
coming back home
it's where I belong

around the world
I may have been
enjoying life
to the extreme

coming back home
is a joy to me
seeing the one's I love
and the ones that have missed me

life is great
you must be proud
of what I've acheived
so far to this day

being at home I'd rather do
only one thing to say
and thats
home to stay

©dawn



home to stay

its where I belong

with my family

or all alone



in the country

or in the town

being where I love

and house proud

©dawn



I love it here

with my pets

in my heart

its where I want to be



far away

is not right to me

theres only one place I'd rather be

home to stay



©dawn


sasha (one of the shop cats)

little black cat
sitting so still
runs away
from me and you

with a cat called tramp
they run the shop
eating their food
and doing a poo

©dawn

carman

all those years
I've missed you
talking to you
so long ago

waiting to hear from you
thought it would never happen
so glad to hear from you
nothing else matters

so far away
one day we will meet
I keep telling myself
just have to wait

©dawn


cruel

(saw a article in the paper today about some children in irac,
really made me think how luck we really are and came out with this poem)

life is cruel
its so unreal
after seeing pictures
of those poor kids

locked in a room
chained to a post
how sick can you be
its just unreal

leave them in peace
let them go free
poor little kids
rotting in jail

©dawn

squeaky voice
squeaky voice
oh yes you have
like a girl
oh what a laugh

wonder what
it was like
over the time
many years ago

©dawn

text

text me back
is all I ask
whats wrong
may I ask

is it me
or is it you
please tell me
whats wrong with you

©dawn

you to me

you to me
mean a lot
knowing that
ive got it bad

seeing you
I would like again
knowing me
it wouldn't happen again

©dawn

tomorrow

tomorrow is another day
hoping its a better day
I wish today

would just go away
tomorrow will be a better day
hoping it well anyway

©dawn

deep

deep dow
I care fpr you
deep down
I think of you
deep down
I still need you

©dawn

hannah (work exp girl)

loud as can be
always jolly
and off her trolley
silence is not to be

living the moment
is in her dreams
being noisy
is one of her dreams

©dawn


in here

in here I ache
in here I cry
you have hurt me
deep in the mind

one day it was real
the next it was gone
what do I do
its killing me inside

loved you
for loving me
taking me places
I love you for it

©dawn


time again

time and time again
its happening this way
wanting it to stop

time after time
ive tried to make it stop
it just wont stop

had enough
wanting it to stop
when will it stop

©dawn



go away

go away
I want it to
go away

wont leave
please leave
want it to leave

©dawn

did it happen

why did it happen
leave me alone
dont want to know

believe in me
the time will come
time will tell

hating this way
wanting to go away

©dawn



dream

being with you
who knows who
someone who cares
cares about me

not being bullied
no regrets
just love
and wanting just me

will this ever happen
who knows,who cares
do you ?
I bet you feel the same to

©dawn



liers

liers make me mad
trusting you
not again
never will

why do people lie
no wonder I don't trust
trust I should
just not any more

©dawn



because

because of you
I carry on
carry on
not knowing what I'll do

to me
you are real
the best mate
one could have

©dawn



to cry

wanting to cry
want it to stop
stop being this way

time after time
im ok
it starts again
and wont stop

©dawn



heaven

heavens above
and will always be
seeing in my dreams
one day I'll be there too

don't even believe in god
yet I believe in heaven
heaven is for me and you
not knowing when it will be

©dawn

space

staring into space
what do I see
nothing is what I see

empty inside
not knowing
whats inside

wanting to escape
get rid of the thoughts
that are inside

©dawn



in a pot (pot noodle lol)

hot in a pot
smells like its hot
filled to the top
and I like it a lot

flavours are not to much
touching the taste buds
right to the top
wanting it to much

©dawn



hell and back

to hell and back
is what it seems
hating this life
its going soon

enter life
is not unknown
living life
is untold

hate myself
im doing now
giving in
im trying not to

©dawn

being happy

being happy
is not what I am
going down again
I am

being alone
I feel I am
knowing im not
helps me through

sitting on my own
I am better this way
thinking things
in my own way

©dawn

simple

simple as it maybe
its just not to be
here without you
loving you like I do

all these years
I have tried
to move on
loving you, I always will

©dawn

two years

after two years
we are not apart
the memories we have
will always be real

I know your watching
down upon us
watching us grow
and also suffer

reaching out for us
holding my hand
in heaven I know
but it feels real

each day as past
everyone is hard
hard to cope
but I do

my dad is the best
the best to have
every minute he's with me
every hour,every day

being without my mum
is a loss
knowing my dad here
he's a rock


©dawn

in here

in here I see you
up here, I hear you
the feelings are real
all the more for loving you

its hard not to stop
I wish it would stop
I can't believe it no more
please let it stop

©dawn

hurt,anger

hurt,anger
all rolled into one
its how im feeling
in front of everyone

lieing I wish I could do
to stop people worrying
im hurtig inside
I dont know what to do

scared it will kill me
not knowing what to do
tears in my heart
tearing me apart

(c )dawn

noise

noise is here
noise is there
noise is everywhere

its doing my head in
hurting so much
wanting it too shut

© dawn


liking you more

liking you more
thinking of you
wanting to be with you

the times I think of you
wanting youto hold me
to be with you

loving your company
its you I want
just me and you

©dawn

after these years

after these years
I feel for you
still care for you

the love is still there
it comes before hate
don't want to make a mistake

loving you I still do
wanting you I do to
be with me I want to

©dawn

weird

feelings are weird
so strange to be
within feelings for you

not just one
but three of you
just to be with one of you

life should be easy
not hard for me
having feelings don't you see

©dawn

liking you more

liking you more
thinking of you
wanting to be with you
the times I think of you
wanting to be with you

the times I think of you
wanting you to hold me
to be with you

loving your company
its you I want
just me and you

©dawn

journey

journey as began
on my way to see you
feel so nervous

nervous as I'll ever be
we have met before
but didn't feel this way

don't know why
I feel like this
must be you
that made me feel this way

©dawn

(for laura)

the loss

the loss is there
deep inside
it hurts so much

unable to bare
with the hurt
it kills inside

to be with you
again I will
one day we will

©dawn

L loving
A as always
U understanding
R ready to listen
A always be there

©dawn

[dawn]

the first three short poems are made by
using the letters of the three sat staff we have at work lol


J joking aside
A all the time
D deciding her time
E each and every time


#*~*~*~*~*~#

R ready to go
A aching to work
C charged inside
H how ever it works


#*~*~*~*~*~#

S simply does it
T thats how to do it
E easily stef does it
F finally finished for the day

some more new ones (may 07)


doing it

doing it again
I try not to
in my head I want to


make it stop
don't want to do
it no more

©dawn

thirty minutes

thirty minutes to go
thirty minutes to hate
not wanting to go

leave me here
on my own
on my chair

©dawn

times to
times to hate
times to try
times I wish
were not there

times to smile
times to shame
times to be
not there

©dawn

believe in me

believe in me
is what you do
watching me
come through

in your heart
with my soul
being with me
one mighty roll

©dawn

hope

hope to see you
I really do
being with you
im happy to

all day im with you
being together
having fun

©dawn

believe

believe what you want
see what you want to see
its all the mind you see

seeing is believing
believing is not dreaming
dreaming is what I do

©dawn


times I think

the times I think about you
the times I wish it was true
my feelings for you
will never leave me

knowing how I feel
hurts so much
wanting to feel
your tendering touch

loved you for years
the years have been there
wasting my time
wondering if you will be mine

©dawn

anger

feeling anger every day
wanting it to go away
the years I felt it
must go away

feel it pushing me inside
trying to knock me about
I hate the feeling I have inside
wanting it to go away

©dawn

waste
a ode for a ex of mine

what did I see in you
what a waste
a waste of life

a waste of space
is what you are
a terrible waste of space

growing up is what you need
seeing you mess about
o god what a waste

the times I felt for you
what a waste
a waste I didn't need

©dawn

are you

are you real
are you there
anyone there

on the net
I talk to you
but are you real

never met
never touched
are you there

©dawn

want you

I want you
I need you
to be with you

wanting you
needing you
being with you

here with me
see with me
breath with me

©dawn

I am here

I am here
you are there
I want you here
not over there

be with me
is what I want
to be with you
is all I want

©dawn

tomorrow

tomorrow is another day
hoping its a better day
I wish today

would just go away
tomorrow will be a better day
hoping it will anyway

© dawn

never

the day will never come
I just know it never will
why are you doing this
it hurts dont you see

the times you have said it
the times its never been
wondering will it ever
come again soon

©dawn

[dawn]

crazy


miss you like crazy
miss you like mad
wanting you next to me
just knocking that I can

seeing you there
is a dream come true
wanting it to happen
with me next to you

far away is what you are
not seeing you is breaking my heart
wanting you near me
but we are apart

©dawn


picture


saw a picture the other day
it nearly tore me apart
what ive had
was not a mistake

im thinking of you today
and wondering
why did we part
to death do we part

I know it was love
part of it was hate
not knowing what to make
seeing you made me hate

©dawn



my poems

a lot of my poems
are about you
because I think a lot of you

times I get hurt
the pain pulls inside
feeling for you all the time

im wanting you
all the time making me smile

©dawn



tears

tears in my heart
pulling me apart
knowing I want you
won't go away

hurting me inside
wanting to cry
its the hurt thats inside
leading me away

©dawn


my feelings

my feelings for you
have grown a lot
thinking of you
dreaming that it will come true

im on my own
thinking of you
no matter what I do
I think a lot about you

©dawn


Times of need

In times of need
I hear you
in times of joy
im with you

being with you
makes me happy
not being with you
makes me sad

©Dawn

Believe

Need to believe you
don't know if I do
screwing with my head
is what you do

most days are like this
the lies are there
just not knowing
whats the truth

the truth is there
just don't know where
hate my mind
not knowing why
©Dawn


Think

Thinking,hearing
what to do
I don't now

heads screwed
way up inside
the tears,the hate

sitting here
in the dark
watching it go by

the past is there
the laughs,the tears
the hate inside

constant pain
won't go away
giving up on hope

willing to be happy
its what I want
inside the heart

©Dawn



Happy mother’s day

All my life
You have been there
When I’m up
when I’m down

From the start to the end
You will always be there
My best friend
Year after year

Like you in ways
Good or bad
Knowing it will never end
Loving you

You’re my mum
You’re my heart
Happy mothers day
My darling mum

©dawn



Headache

They come and go
Don’t know why
They just do

Thumping in my mind
Hitting all the time
Closing my eyes

Banging away
Just go away
Headache in the way

©dawn



smudge

Born a little boy
Grown into a little man
Grey and white
With a dot on his chin

Long tail and feet
Trouble on four feet
Along comes smudge
And watch your feet

©dawn



Anger

The anger inside
Needs to get out
Out of my system
Out of my life

The life that I have got
Just isn’t what I want
I need a change
But I just don’t know what

The lies
I keep been told
Are hurting more and more
Not knowing at all

Time after time
It happens again
Too many times
Its getting me down

I want to know the truth
The truth I doubt I’d find out
Will I ever meet you
That I now doubt

©dawn



Friendship

Friendship comes and goes
But ours as always stayed
Been so many years
Being as two mates

Started at school
Many years ago
Age eleven to sixteen
Five years in all

Today we are still mates
Best mates we call it
Twenty years have past
That’s friendship to have

All that time
We hardly had a fight
Always there
Always bright

Time in our life we didn’t speak
Coming back as if it didn’t happen
Missing them times we once had
Over the time wished it had

Back in my life you came again
Being closer
Than ever Once again

Your always there
No matter what
Being a friend
Is what you are

A best friend at that
It with never end
Being a friend
Is what your good at

©dawn



working man

working man all his life
on his own with his wife
the wife had his kids
two of them with his life


as life went on
the more work he got
saving for his wife and kids

this man you see
is my grandads life
I love my grandad dont you see

©dawn


Dreams

see you in my dreams
feel you in my body
touching is unreal

touching till im numb
feeling till I come
seeing how I hum

©dawn



You

you for me
is all I want
feeling your skin
is what I want


you and me
together as one
holding on
to be one and one

holding hands
is such a dream
dreaming is such a waste
wasting I wont do

©dawn



Eyes

love the eyes
love the face
love the smile

smiling is for you
making me smile too
sunshine over you

feelings for you
are greater too
wanting you is for me

©dawn


Grin

sexy grin
in a spin
giggles in a min

look on your face
with such haste
sitting with a grin
on my face

watching you smile
oh what a smile
a lovely smile

©dawn



Moan

moan, moan, moan
is all you do
please stop moaning
before I hate you

all day it goes on
can't take no more
please stop moaning
before I moan at you

day after day
it gets worse
secretly wanting it to go away

©dawn


Fart (hope this dont offend anyone, my mate loves it who I wrote it about)

marc did a fart
that smelt like
a bad tart

sitting on the floor
it went through the door

sniffing the air
oh thats not fair
fart back in your face
now thats fair

©dawn

[dawn]

Power

The power within
is the place to be
keeping hold of me

wrapped inside
in my mind
losing control
don't you see

©dawn


Down ,down

Down,down all the way
hating every moment
every day

hearts on fire
don't go any higher
burning flames
like a tower

©dawn


say or not say

say or not say
what to do
beating the bush
if you go away

heart is felt
but not saved
loving you
is not a game

to play a lie
is not for me
wanting your life
is for me

©dawn



You to me

you to me
mean a lot
being there for me
is a great mate

feel a bit more
you know what
you mean to me

you are fun
you are sweet
a shy little treat

©dawn



The scotsman

we started to chat
oh what a laugh
right from the start it was mad
speaking to you is one mad dash

laugh is what I do
when I talk to you
making me smile
is what you do

©dawn


Used

feeling used
feeling blue
what to do

head in a spin
wanting to win
not knowing what to do

sitting around
waiting in
knowing you not in

all alone
once again
knowing it will never end

©dawn


me and you

me and you a great team
having laughs again
you know what I mean

being with you
is one big dream
thinking of you
I know what I mean

©dawn


Hurt

The tears,the cries,the hurts

bitching is what its called

hearing what you say isn't ok



The lies,the hurt,the curse

dont you know

the more you say



the more its tells

the more it says

©dawn

my love

my love will never die
watching you aside
seeing your face
lights up my smile

your smile,your looks
your tendering touch
the thought of it
never dies

©dawn



Writing

writing a poem
is not easy to do
writing what you want
is so hard to do

what comes into your head
is not what you write
its the thoughts that you have
that you want to write

©dawn



Times

Times are precious
times should be fun
seeing you would be one

watching you come to me
heaven and earth you follow me

time is lost
time is gained
watching over me

©dawn


knowing you

you make me laugh
you make me cry
knowing you is a high

the fun we could have
oh what a joy
seeing you making me laugh
oh what a joy

©dawn


you

miss you deeply
miss you much
wanting you
all the time

in my head
in my heart
wanting to shout
I want you

knowing your there
is so hard to believe
not knowing you is hard to ignore

©dawn


feel

feeling alone is hard to describe
watching the world go by
sitting here thinking do I cry

the words are there
in time I'll try

©dawn


Thinking of you

thinking of you
is what I do
talking to you
im getting to know you

dreaming about you
hoping they come true
seeing you
is a dream come true.

©dawn



In my heart

your in my heart and I dont know why
making me weak in my mind
hearing you is believing in you

speaking to you is a high
a high that im liking
you make me laugh
you make me smilie

your laugh makes me wild
your voice is a ride
a ride I want to take

©dawn




First time

from the first time I met you
it was lust at first site
wanting you near me all night
sleeping beside you,holding me tight

watching you is all a dream
seeing you looking at me
holding you tight

©dawn


To my darling


to me you are a mystery

a mystery I like

when we meet it will be great



always on my mind

it must be love

always in my heart

Im loving you more



Don’t go away

Im wanting you more



©dawn



Forbidden love



when I first met you it was love at first site

longing to be with all night

don't want to forget you

I want to be with you



knowing that you feel the same

it makes it worth wanting to fight for you

longing us to be together



has time goes on

the harder it gets



wanting you with me



©dawn



Feeling down
when your feeling down
and don't know what to do
just think of the good times
to keep you alive

don't forget about your friends
they are all here to stay
though the good and the bad

whatever you think
are thoughts are with you
just think of us

©dawn



Watching

watching,waiting
hearing,seeing
its you I want

seeing,hearing
watching your face
its you I want

wanting,having
not seeing you
its what I want

©dawn



one of my best mates had a loss in their life
and I wrote this poem for her ('05)

(for sarah)

your in my heart
no more can I feel you
in my head I can see you

the times we aways share
gone but not forgotten
why did this happen mum
lifes so unfair

miss you already in my heart
one day we wil be together again
but until then you will
always be here with me(

©dawn



Seeing you

seeing you and believing
is a wish come true
only if it would happen to me and you

seeing your face makes me smile
hearing your voice makes me go wild

©dawn


Sitting here

sitting here all alone
thinking of what might be
waiting, hoping
our dreams come true

sitting, staring
all alone
wanting,needing
not to be alone

©dawn


watching

watching waiting
hearing, seeing
its you I want

seeing, hearing
watching your face
its you I want

wanting , having
not seeing you
its what I want

©dawn


Me and you

me and you together
feeling,touching one another
kissing,carressing
watching each other

seeing, hearing believing
wishes do come true
if only this wasn't a dream
me and you together

©dawn


Sitting here

sitting here all alone
wondering what to do
the thoughts come and go

wanting to be near you
from time to time
sitting around waiting for you
to come home

©dawn


Memories

memories are past
memories are gone
not wanting to see you again

love turned to hate
love was there
now its all gone

whatever I saw in you
must of been true
till I met the real you

lie is what you do
never again will I trust you

©dawn


Different light

seeing you in a different light
I like what I have seen
wanting to be with you all the time

I see your smile and my heart melts
loving to see you next to me

all those years ago I felt the same as I do now
not wanting to let you go again

wanting you near me in my arms
not wanting to let you go
loving you like I always have

©dawn


for Rick :- )

Looking at you


looking at you from afar
seeing you smile away
watching you,watching me
the day blows away

sitting here watching away
you to me are a star
watching over me in every way

©dawn


wanting you

wanting you with me
watching you smile
making me go wild

seeing you there and here
makes me want to cry
wanting you with me all the time

loving you more and more
forever at a time
wanting you with me all this time

©dawn


what did I

what did I see in you
I really don't know
watching me falling apart
because of you

the hurt and lies did it for me
not any more,im doing this for me
watching you hurt more than me

©dawn


hurt

the hurt,the tears
I don't like to see
watching you hurting is killing me

wanting you to be happy
is what I want to see
hurting I don't want to see


©dawn

[dawn]

All the poems on here I wrote when I was in
a relationship and after it while
I was going through a rough time

My love

my love for you will never die
wanting to be with you all my life
seeing you is believing
what may come true

thinking about you is what I do
being without you will never do

wanting you near me
from time to time
dreams will never end
till the day I die

©dawn


j

j is for jolly
o is for omg
n is for naughty
a is for always being there
t is for tormenting
h is for handsome
a is for a laugh
n is for nice
b is for boyfriend
e is for effectivelythere
a is for adventure
v is for voice
o is for open
n is for nibble

©dawn

*please note this is from a past boyfriend*


Loving you

loving you with all my heart
words can not explain how much
I love you more and more
the thoughts will not go away

wishing your arms were around me
like they once were
seeing your smile looking into my face
makes me want you even more

©dawn


Waiting here

waiting here is all I do
missing your voice
wishing I could hear it again
wanting waiting
needing you more
the times that I miss

you and me together again
its all in a dream
wanting to come true again

©dawn


Alone

Alone,alone so hard to describe
cry,crying all the time
when will it ever end

so cruel,cruel all the time
watching,staring feeling down
world going around

doing it,doing it
when will it stop
day or night

©dawn


In these words

in these words
I can not describe
the anger I feel

feeling betrayed
all the time
things always go wrong

from time to time
things go right
but they never last long

in my heart
I still love you
I still feel you
I still hear you

©dawn


wishing

wishing you were here
why does it have to be like this
you are always in my head

wishing sometimes I never met you
but im glad I did
some memories were great
others were bad

I sometimes wish we could go back again
to that again
I cant stop loving you
wishing I did,it wouldnt be so hard this way

sometimes wishing I was dead
I can't go on like this

I often wonder how you are
but I'll never know the truth
how much I wish we were two again
you will never know


©dawn


All alone

sitting here all alone
why wont the thoughts go away
I hate feeling like this
feeling down all the time
why can't I get out of this

treats me like s*@&
all the time
I feel like doing it again
please dont let me do this
I hate being like this

the good times have gone
I want some back again
feeling low,feeling hurt
what can I do

lifes so hard
who gives a s**t
not many people do

the friends I have are great
but its not just friends I need
I need to be loved
but what can I do

©dawn



Love is

the love is still there
it won't go away
the more I try
the worse it gets

the regrets are there
they wont go away
I miss the fun we once had
I miss the hugs and more

I cant go on like this
its breaking my heart

©dawn


Loving someone

Loving Someone So Bad

How can you forget

that person that you love

its easier said than done



You try and forget about them

but how and when

the times wre great

that we once had

and I want them back

but how is that going to happen



When im alone I cry all a more

the days are so hard and alone

thinking and hoping for you to come back

The thoughts are still there

and I just cant let go

©dawn

[dawn]

believe you

need to believe you
don't know if I do
screwing with my head
is what you do

most days are like this
the lies are there
just not knowing
whats the truth

the truth is there
just don't know where
hate my mind
not knowing why

©dawn

thinking

thinking, hearing
what to do
I don't know

heads screwed
way up inside
the tears,the hate

sitting here
in the dark
watching it go by

the past is there
the laughs,the tears
the hate inside

constant pain
won't go away
giving up on hope

willing to be happy
it's what I want
inside the heart

© dawn




emotions

emotions are high
way up in the sky
happy or sad
I don't know why

the course is known
the truth is there
it belongs to me
sending me astray

holding on
its coming on
the tears
what a mistake

©dawn



the day

the day bagan
it was great
as it went on
it was crap

on;y time will tell
if the day gets better
hoping it will
please let it do

©dawn


Trev

Truley is a amazing man
Reaching out whenever he can
Every hour,every day
Very caring in every way

©dawn

marc

Mad as a hatter
As much as I can take
Reaching to smack you
Coz im ready to brake

©dawn



Dad

dad its me
your baby girl
writing this
just for you

your my dad
my only dad
always there
just for me

its fathers day
of all days
just the day
for a dad like you

© Dawn


star


been four or more years
gone so quick
known you
felt like years

to me
you are a star
the best
any mate could have

©Dawn


my brother

been there since
I was born
every second
every day

my brother
my mate
all in one

my love for you
will never die
all the times
you have been there

watching my back
caring all the time
to me your my brother
noone else matters

©Dawn

wish I'd known

wish I'd known
you years ago
all my life
wanted a friend like you

caring not matter what
in time of need
your always there
for me,you are the best

helped me cope
from day to day
every minute
every day

watching me get help
being a great mate
love you for
all that you care

©Dawn

wrong

let me be wrong
I want it so much
meeting you
I cant wait

from day to day
I think about you
not knowing
what to do

I want it to work
just dont know how
watching you work
is my dream come true

©Dawn

Train

travelling on a train
watching the fields
as I go past
plenty to see

cows and sheep
in the distant
green fields
far away

houses in view
loads to see
tractors in fields
for you to see

©Dawn

Poems

poems I like to write
some good
some bad
depends what im like

every day I think of one
its just writing it
the right way

do I do it like this
or like that
I decide
when its done

©Dawn

forget you


want to forget you
but for some reason
im unable to

need to see your face
see what I think
I need to forget you

your bad for me
I know you are
just leave me be

do I hate you
I dont know
I want to though

©Dawn


screaming

screaming , shouting
doing it more
can't stop , won't stop
don't want to do it any more

crying, hiding
wanting to be alone
why do I want to be alone
don't want to do it any more

striking, hitting hit
wanting to do it more
want to stop , cant stop
don't want to do it any more

stop the pain
want it to stop
cant stop
dont want to do it any more

©dawn


Every day

every day I dream about you
the times that we once had
I long for them days to happen again

I can never stop loving you
thats why its hurts so much
the day that we parted I felt lost
and still do

I love you more than I ever thought I could
why did this have to happen

I think of you with someone else
and it breaks my heart
people tell me to forget you,
but I cant

meeting you
was one of the best things
that happened to me
and now its all gone

©dawn