welcome to impossible, an au narnia site! it takes place between the events of the leaving of the pevensies, and the events of prince caspian. the pevensies have returned to narnia to find it under siege by the telmarine people. sides are being taken, and loyalties are being tested. so join in, as nothing is impossible! remember to join with 'FIRSTNAME LASTNAME' in all capital letters. mess up? pm an admin to help you out!
Member No.: 49
Joined: 26-March 12
CLORA R. OROSINO
She's dangerous and no one else can match those eyes
So mysterious, that nobody can catch her lies
We're both in this masquerade
What can I do to see you
The girl behind the mask
HEY MY NAME'S ANGIE AND I'M 22. THIS IS CLORA OR RAYE. SHE'S A TELMAR . YOU CAN CONTACT ME THROUGH PM, EMAIL OR WHATEVER. MY OTHER CHARACTERS ARE YET TO COME. OH, AND I LIVE IN THE SYDNEY (AUST) TIMEZONE. OTHER THAN THAT, LOOKING FORWARD TO RPGING WITH YOU ALL. SEE YA!
Diary Entry: One
Well hello there, this is CloraÖ urgh I mean RayeÖ wow I wish there was a way to fix that mistake up. Oh well I hope no one find this book, I have it well hidden but still if the men find out that there is a woman on this ship, hell will break loose. I donít want to think what would happen, also to add I rather like my neck.
I guess it is silly keeping a diary when I am supposed to be incognito as a boy, but I used to hear my father say that when he served, the letters he wrote home where what kept him sane on long sea voyages and himself when battle came. Thatís what I want, to keep me as me, and I cannot write home about it, I might let things slip and knowing me that would be likely to happen.
So here goes, I thought I would start off my Diary with things about me:
Why am I here: I thought I would start off here, knowing me months down the track, where I am sick of seeing the same face or stressed I know I am going to ask myself, why I did this? Well Clora you did this for the adventure, the chance to see new things and because no one else was going to fight for the cause, heavens help if your little brother got up and joined the military and dad he is getting too old, mother needs him too, he been away from home too much. I will miss my long hair, my beautiful curly brown lock, I actually hesitated when I cut it off at the river, itís not too short probably too my ears. There are men on here that had longer hair then what I used to have but at least I look boyish and when I mess it up or wear my hat you really cannot tell. Thatís not the worst thing though, the chest bindings hurt, I worry that I cannot breath but then realise I can and I am just being silly. I donít know what the future will hold and how long I can pull this off but, so long as I write in this every night, I will continue to remember why I am here.
My Likes: Well letís see, I love to climb and rather good at it; I guess I like it because, I am up in the open, free with only the wind in my hair and people, well they look like ants and they are not so threatening. I used to love so much riding my horse at home; he was a beautiful stallion, free spirited like me and a temper to boot, if he didnít like me doing something I would find myself in the mud (Mother wasnít impressed to say the least). What else do I like? Archery I am getting really good at that, unlike sword skills, I still get beaten but hey I am a girl whom only gotten into fist fights with boys my age when they used to pick on meÖ but I donít always act like that, I am not some crazy person who will just run in or start a fight I am a bit more sensible than that, contrary to my parents beliefs. Oh, oh I love water, not just drinking, but swimming, I would sometime ride thunder out to the river outside the town and just jump in, clothes and all and just float around, enjoying the cool water, sometimes I can be found humming a tune. My little sister says I am not too bad at singing but I can never tell, but I love to hum tunes when I am in my own worlds, which I do not get much time to do and one cannot be caught day dreaming, my captain would give me extra chores.
My Dislikes: Oh how this list could be a big one, but I am not going to do that, otherwise my hand is going to start hurting. My major dislikes is anything happening to my family, though I am a rebel, I like the think of myself as a rebel with a cause and that is my family and that is also one of the reason why I went on this ship, but that is another story in itself. I hate small spaces, I know what youíre thinking, I hate small spaces and I am on a ship, well a ship isnít what I would class as small, I mean a small space like one where I cannot move and I am stuck there for a while, that is what I freak out in. I hate feeling like I am useless I guess this is why when anyone meets me I try hard at any task I am given, hard work never killed anyone, though sometimes I feel like it would. To go along with that too, I do not like failing, it means you havenít tried hard enough and father would agree with me if he was to read this.
My Fears : pretty risky writing this here but I did promise to write down everything so I donít forget who I was and am. So that is one of my fears, but the other one is being found out that I am not who I say I am, that I end up being caught and imprisoned, then the shame that would be on my family. I even get nightmares of getting hurt and one of the men tending to me, them finding out. I am risking a lot by having snuck onto the ship.
My goals: my teacher told me always to have goals, to be honest I havenít really thought that far, I guess I can say to survive all the training and work I get thrown my way and then survive living on a boat or camping with men, who probably do not know what soap isÖ well maybe the officers do.
My family: I always smile when I think of my family, but sometimes I have to think that I must be some other families child. I am the oldest of four children and the only one who seemed to get in trouble, or is constantly late to dinner, or ended up ruining their newest dress. My sister they are very sweet but ladies to the core, we are not a court family; we are a respected military family, so we are well off to have our luxuries. Oh before I go on, wondering how I can parade around as Raye Orosino, if my family is known, well itís only the name, my dad is a rather private person. He didnít want use to get involved in politics and he left the service and wanted nothing to do with them. He is the protective, strong wall of the family, with a soft side he would deny to the ends of the earth. Sometimes I think my father let me off with a lot of Ďunlady-likeí things I did because my brother was such a book worm. He always had his head in the books and boring us with useless details on things. Lastly my mother, if you had to ask me who the head of my family is, many expect me to say my father, but that would be wrong, it is my mother. She is strong and stubborn; probably where I get those traits from, however she is always the one trying to keep order and peace; while nagging me to behave, which I doÖ. Well some of the times.
Well I guess that is all for now, otherwise I will end up wasting valuable pages in this book and if I am off deck for too long, my captain is going to yell at me. Though some of them are quite attractive when they get all business likeÖ. Argh shun the thoughts Clora, you a man, be a man, disappear bad thoughts.
Member No.: 49
Joined: 26-March 12
I have done up the bio... also messed with the codes, i am one of those people whom are rather fussy with the bio and everything sitting wrong was getting on my nerves... i hope that what i did was okay.
Also let me know what needs to be redone and if anymore needs to be added. cheers