Rosier, Dorian

[Dorian Rosier]

I can't believe my sister, Raven, would do this to me. I have done nothing but watched out for her and she goes out of the way to embarrass the family line and our pure blood. What was she thinking. Well that MUDBLOOD got what he deserved and I don't care what anyone thinks. I was protecting my family's honor. Trial was no big deal. I knew what i was getting into and I knew the consequences. I don't regret anything and I have nothing to be guilty about or want forgiveness for. Now off to this "reform facility" or something. I guess I'll enter more later.

[Dorian Rosier]

Mail... I know I'm not forgotten but I know I'll be forgotten in father's eyes if I don't redeem myself for my wrongs. I don't feel I've done wrong and father didn't either. But he has to keep up appearances. i didn;t do wrong any other way that blemishing the family name. Raven did wrong as well. I hope she got her own scolding instead of a simple slap on the wrist.

This school is fairly uninteresting... but we find our ways to make entertainment. I must take care of a dare soon but I'll worry about that later. Right now I have bigger things to worry about. I can't explain and why would I to a piece of paper. None the less I will most likely write more as I feel i need to. For now...

Dorian.

[Dorian Rosier]

(last week)
Me... a lab rat?!?! Who would have thought I'd be turned into a fricking LAB RAT!!!! But, alas, I have become one in this little, legal testing facility of a school. And the "ugly old crone" in charge of the experiment wasn't even ugly. DAMN is she quite the opposite. She's beautiful, pureblood, and only about two years older. I think I'm falling for her. What the hell is wrong with me?! Murron! Beautiful Murron. Funny how all it took was a potion making me immune to the torture spell, open target practice, uncontrollable transformation into my Animagus, and getting run into by her in the courtyard for it to LITERALLY hit me. She's not like all the other Alectos. She apologized for attacking me and made sure I was okay- how sweet. But I still like her. I must be losing it here. I should have seen it coming.

Oh well. Apparently I was a good lab rat and falling for Murron is my reward... or punishment. It all depends how you look at it and I'm not exactly known to be an optimist so I'm not sure. I guess I'll have to wait to find out.

ANYWAY... I managed to get to whop a few butts of inmates there and make a few new enemies (who'da thought). Otherwise life has been an entire bore. No more letters lately-thank merlin- and I have seen almost no sign of Raven around, although the little I do see her she seems to ignore my existence. She's.. different and I have to talk to her still about why she's even here in the first place. I'll get around to it eventually. WHATEVER

Boring "classes", mostly boring people(except Corrigan-(another amazing feat... I get along with a non pureblood. I really am off my rocker) and Murron), boring food. Nothing all that exciting other than my introduction to the world of being a lab rat. LAB RATTING 101!!!! Sounds great. Sign me up. YEA RIGHT! You know your desperate for things to do when you sign yourself up for THAT. And I'm the latest schmuck to do so. Oh well... Maybe I'll go find Murron and see what she's doing... hmmmm or maybe I'll just go find a book and read. Whatever. LATER!

[Dorian Rosier]

(After promotion/demotion)
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! You wanna know what I am... STUPID in case you haven't noticed form the first four times. I just did the stupidest thing and all because i DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE IT!!! What looney does that?!?! I was moving up a level, getting a step closer to getting out of here. and by attempting to get back at the warden, I not only brought myself back a level but EVERYONE else in my house. Merlin I'm stupid. I just... I didn't deserve to move up. So many other kids did over me and the stupid warden picked stupid me to move up a stupid level for doing absolutely fricking NOTHING!!!! Even Raven deserved it more than me. SHE SHOULDN'T EVEN BE HERE!!!!

I fricked up everything for myself, with Murron, with the warden, with my sister, and for my whole house. That's about the stupidest thing I've ever done. I'm surprised Murron is still talking to me (I think she likes me too!!!!!) Raven is still being distant from me and I just made it a hundred times worse. I'll have to set it straight.

Lastly the Psycho warden is pregnant with her first demon spawn. WHOOP DEE FREAKING DOO. If this place wasn't engulfed in the flames of hell before, it will be in a few months. I have to figure out how to apologize to the psycho warden too, try to make up for my freak out.

Oh and on a side note- pick your time to fulfill a wish VERY carefully or you will not only get bit in the rear but will have flames under you for ages to come making your life more of a hell than it was before. I learned this the hard way and i'm MORE than paying for it.

I hope I can get up the nerves to tell Murron how I feel. I can;t believe she;s a faculty member now. It's an odd idea but I'm so happy for her. She escaped Azkaban and I won't lose her any time soon. Selfish right? well buzz off. rather I'll buzz off. Write when I have more stupid things to write about.

[Dorian Rosier]

So I had forgotten all about this stupid Herbology assignment as it hadn't been of any interest to write about. That is until today. I was given a dumb seedling to take care of for a week by "Sir Michael the weakling" AKA psycho warden's love. (he may be weak but he STILL managed to knock her up) for his herbology class. This class would be dull if it weren't for the fact that the fricking plants keep trying to attack me. Since when did gardening class become so violent that you needed magic AND martial arts to NOT die.

Anyway, the assignment was to take care of a plant for a week and than return it and say which plant it was. Chances were you'd get the harmless house plant. It all depended on if the decurled or not. Well I took care of the damn thing everyday. It didn't seem to be changing and I was going to hand it in today. I woke up this morning to uncurled leaves and what could ultimately become a deadly plant. GOODY! Of course I get the one in three plants that could kill you. How ironic. Everyone is out to kill me. Why not a plant too. Just the icing on the cake isn't it.

Well I'm glad it was just a seedling. It's still fairly harmless. A leaf may have fallen off of the plant(thats my story and I'm sticking to it) but otherwise the damn thing was in perfect shape when I handed my devil's snare back in to Mr. O'Dair. HE seemed to approve of my care for the plant and even he got a chuckle out of the pure irony of me getting such a lovely plant. None the less, the stupid plant is back in his hands(for the most part) and I can move on with my life.

I think I might go for a walk to the library now. Or maybe not... doesn't really matter. It will be dull for the most part either way. Nah. I'll go for the walk. Maybe run into someone else who'd enjoy to hear about my encounter with a "MAN EATING PLANT!!" HAHA Later!