I've only been here a few weeks but I hate it here. I feel like I don't belong. I don't even fit in with the vampires, or at least I don't feel like I do. I deserve to be here I guess but I feel like it would have been better for them to just get rid of me. CURSE YOU HUMANITY!!!! Now I'm a freak of nature more so than I ever was and I feel so weak. I may not be a weak human anymore but I'm a weak vampire. I'm so thirsty. I haven't been getting a lot of proper food and I might go wander into the woods and try to find some animal to drink. I'd have to wait until dark... but it'd be worth it. I;m so thirsty!!!
I'm going to go hide in the library and read until than. Maybe I'll think of something else by night fall.
I was given a plant to take care of for my herbology assignment. 2 in three chance it was a harmless house plant. 1 in three chance it was a very useful, somewhat dangerous(If you were a NORMAL witch) plant. I didn't care much either way what would happen with it but at least it gave me something to do when it was to sunny to be outside comfortably and when the non vampiric inmates were sleeping. I took care of it for the week, watching the leaves for change and watering it when it looked dry.
Good news is that my plant looked a lot more alive than anyone else's did when I returned mine. Indifferent news is it was the 1 in three dangerous plant. Mr. O'Dair looked excited to see another devil's snare being returned and even more excited to see how lively it looks. How cute, I can keep plants more than alive but I'm no longer living. The sheer irony of it all.
Well at least I know what I can do if I ever get out of trouble. I can grow plants and eat meat... Even more irony. A carnivorous herbologist. That would go over well. HAHA. Maybe I'll ask Mr. O'Dair what he does. That is if I ever decide to leave this bunk again. MERLIN that sun is bright. Anyway... maybe I'll find out if i can help with the plants or something. I don't know. I kind of enjoyed caring for the thing and was a bit upset to return it. WHo'd of thought a vampire would find comfort in caring for plants. None the less I did. I hope we get another assignment like that soon. It would make my afterlife(haha) Or rather my day. Gonna go hide out in the library and read a bit.