OK, can i start?
First off, for the past days i have been having horrible mood swings, maybe because i decided to not take my medication anymore, I just don't want to. I have become Very oppositional with seeking help towards my depression. However thats not what i wanted to say. I don't know if its due to the mood swings, i notice that my mood swings are during the day, however at night, i have been coming so enraged towards humanity. I don't know what it is but by night i don't want anybody human soul touching me, talking to me or even looking at me, I feel such a disgust towards them that I just want to run as far as i can and isolate myself from them. It would;t be so bad if it weren't for the fact that I even get that feeling with my son :(
Any advice on what to do?