This will be the ONE topic where you can cuss and get away with it.
We all need to vent sometimes, but keep it contained to this topic.
my rant for today is....

SOMEONE keeps calling my cell phone from a number and i have no freakin clue who it is! When I answer, they hang up! AHHHHHHHHHH!

Okay I'm done :D

LIFE SUCKS
nothing has gone the way I wanted and truely thought it would go this year. I am stuck in AZ being bored out of my FUCKING mind. My grandparents (I love them to death) are driving me crazy. OMG just make it all stop!!! LIFE SUCKS right now it really does.
I don't even want to go back to Texas, I just want to start school and put this little part of my life behind me.

:blink: take deep breaths.
no worries, it shall be behind you a lot sooner than you think.
and besides, it could always be worse ;)
Sorry to hear it's not going so well, I hope it gets better for ya :)
take care Rien

These sluts at my school don't like me because I get good grades and I'm friends with the guys they like (who already have girlfriends) so they started spreading rumors about me today and calling me a bitch and a slut in front of my BF. He got really mad. He won't hurt em or anything, but he's really mad and he's gonna tell em off.
It just pisses me off that people don't have the balls to say somethin to your face. I was SOOOOOO ready to kill one of em today! One of em said it when I was standing in front of her, but she thought I didn't hear.

But at least everyone knows they're lying. All of my REAL friends are gonna tell em off of me and my BF's there for me, so thats good I guess.
But I had the same problem last year.

Awwww. i am very sorry to hear that, Sloane. :(

school does suck sometimes...ok, it sucks a lot! but i think that part of growing up is learning to deal with those whom we hate with all the fires of hell.

One person i absolutely despise is my sister's ex-boyfriend. he's a total jerk, b/c he said he needed to break up with my sister b/c of "family issues". The next week he's going out with some other chic who's a year older that he. I think it's just cuz he "wasn't getting what he wanted" (ya know what i mean?) so he's going out with someone who will "give him what he wants". Jerk.

i am sick and tired of this double standered stuff that my parents are giveing me.
i was told that i could not spend and extra night with one of my freinds cause the house needed ot be pick up so i said ok.but my little sister spentthe night with one of her freids and she ws not yelled at to help pick up the house.

this just makes me so mad and they do not see what they are doing and this is not the first time that this has happened to me. i was told that i could not wear sweates out in public but they let my little sister wear them. some times i hate having three sisters. my parnets just make more rules that contradict the rules that they gave me .

You know what i hate??!!

I hate track, especially when u have to run in like -50 degree whether!

i also hate when family members decide to start fighting with their spouses and pull u into it!

i also really hate TerraNova tests, and therefore, school, and therefore, having to wake up too early!!!!!!!

but other than that, i love life.

Stress, stress, stress, OH... and have I mentioned stress?


I have a show (I'm a proud drama kid) coming in LESS than three weeks. We only get FIVE WEEKS. FIVE WEEKS from auditions to show time... It's stressing me out like crazy! My drama teacher decided to squeeze in a play right at the end, and I probably shouldn't have decided to to it.


AND THEN

There's an award at school for the Most Outstanding Language Arts Student of the Year... and I want it... I want it oh so very much. I need to put my portfolio together, though, and it's proving stressful.

AND

School is coming to an end, and I need to make sure I finish it with okay grades. I tend to let my grades slip a little when I'm stressed, and as you might have guessed by now, I'm stressed. I am almost obsessed with the idea of getting into the college of my choice... I've planned and planned, and if my plans go askew, I don't know what I'll do.

ANNND

My immune system isn't being very nice to me lately, making me MISS school, and sometimes rehearsal.


AND THENNNNN

My mom is going out of town more and more, leaving me to be the mom of the family. I have to cook for my little brother and sister. I have to keep the house up, and it would be a whole lot easier if my mom could just stop. It's hard when you are my age to be in charge of a family.



Whew.

Thank God for the Venting Room.

THE DANCING WITH THE STARS JUDGES ARE BYIST LITTILE BRATS WHO NEED TO JUDGE THE DANCERS ON HOW THE Y DANCE NOTTTTTTTT ON WHO THEY ARE OR IF THEY CAN HEAR OR NOT. THIS MAKES ME SO MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND I BET THAT THE ABC PEOPLE DONT CARE. YES I EMAILED THEM! UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
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ok i feel beter now that i have said this

When a friend tells you, "you're the one to beat," don't you think they'd mean it.

My friend told me about this contest, and I became really REALLY excited. It looked like she didn't want to tell me about it though, which I thought was sort of selfish.

So after I told her I was going to enter too, she got... distant. It was like SHE wanted to enter for HERSELF. Like she wanted me out of the picture so she would have a better chance at winning.

And today she told me that I was the one to beat. She told me that if anyone had a chance of winning, it was me. I took it to heart, really really took it to heart. She never really complimented my writing before, and I enjoyed the praise.

And then tonight, after play rehearsal, I heard her talking to someone else who entered. She told the other person that they were the one to beat...

It hurt my feelings. It hurt them quite a bit to be honest. I thought that she was a true friend, one who would do anything for me. I guess, after competing against each other, she decided that being nice, being decent, didn't matter anymore. It's like she threw being polite out the window.

And she always calls me things like "hun"... it irritates me. She makes me feel like a piece of SHIT and I'm sick of it. It makes me think that I'm nothing when compared to her. Sometimes I want to grab her by the shirt and shake her, just to see if it'll hit her. She isn't the best thing to hit the planet, contrary to her beliefs.

Friends are supposed to be there for you, care for you. I've lost all respect for her, and it makes me sad. She was a really, really great friend, but she's pushed me a little too far. Sometimes what I need is a friend, not a critic. She doesn't even have the right to judge me. She doesn't even WANT to be a writer when she grows up.

I said, "It'll look GREAT on my college apps. I am going to major in Lit., after all."

She got SO BITCHY with me. She told me that it would look good on hers too, even though she isn't going to be a writer.

She has been... tarnished. My view of her has totally changed.



Once again, glad to get that off my chest.

*hugs savannah* Sounds like your going through a rough time.

Thanks, Dahhlin. :)

What play are you doing?

Our school did beauty and the beast the second week in March.

Grades~we just got our report cards yesterday....i got a GPA of 4.46. i was, and still am exstatic!!!! :D sorry if it appears that i am bragging. i am just really really happy. it's the highest GPA i've ever received!!!

We are doing one-acts. Ours is called Talking With.

It's a series of monologues that all connect to each other in some way. Mine's about some crazy chick going on an audition. At first you think she's normal, but then as it progresses

she's not... she even threatens to kill a cat with a hammer O.O

It's a bit intense.


Congrats on your grade!

Lol that makes me think of Monty Python and the Holy Grail where the crazy old lady throws the cat against the wall.

I love that movie!

I love all Monty Python, actually :)

We're so offtopic. New topic in movies!
The forums been snoozing lately so I'm making new topics to try and wake it up lol

that movie is so dumb...but funny!

:o

Take that back!

AAAHHHH!!! =O

i take it back! don't kill me, oh great SavannaBobanna!!!!

I HATE MY FRENCH TEACHER!!!!!!!! HE IS SOOOOO STUPID!!! I HAVE BEEN ASKING HIM ABOUT A PAPER THAT HE LOST AND HE SAID HE DIDNT LOSE IT. SO I WENT TO HIS CLASS AFTER SCHOOL BECAUSE I WONT BE IN CLASS TO MORROW DUE TOA BAND TRIP AND HE HAD THE NERVE TO TRUN THE CONVERSATION AROUND TO ME NEEDING TO TURN IN TO HIM. THIS MADE ME SOOOOOOOO MAD. BECAUSE HE SAID THAT I DIDNT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THE PAPER BECAUSE THE TWO LOWEST GRADES GET DROPED.
HE DOSE NOT SEE WAY I AM MAD AT THIS. SO IM HAVEING MY DAD TAKE MY BINDER TO HIM SO HE CANNOT LOSE ITL. MY DAD ALSO EMAILED HIM AND HE SENT ON BACK ASKING WHAT PAPER. OMG HE IS A FREAKEN MORON ! AND MY DAD AGGREES WITH ME THAT IS A MORON AND SOME OTHER CHOICE WORDS. :angry: :angry: :angry: :angry: :angry: :angry: :angry:
I AM SO GLAD THAT I DO NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIM TILL TUSEDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :lol:

I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing with my life. I remember when it was all so easy. Life, it had no worry at all. Specially when you were just a kid. You could get away with anything. Being cute and innocent. People noticed you. You were happy. And than you grew up and the drama started. No one would understand you. You're all alone. You're empty. Life sucks. Isn't that what everyone thinks? We all have our own problems, and we all think they're the biggest, why? Cause their ours.
Oh, problems. I seem to have a lot of those lately. I can't even remember when they first started. I think real problems always start the first day your forced to say 'I'm fine.' while you're bleeding on the inside. Haha, I think it's gotten so bad for me I started lying to myself. I think I actually believe I'm fine sometimes when I lie. And I also accept the fact that some people may think my problems are nothing compared to theirs, but how can we really know? Everyone has different problems, and a different way of experiencing them. I don't even know why I'm writing this now, here. I guess I just got online and saw 'Venting Room' and just started writing. Funny, eh? And now I'm her whining about how sad my life is. I guess I needed a vent more than I knew. It's all building up now. Finally I realize why they say only the strong ones can make it through life with a smile. I fine it hard to truly smile any more. I miss people. I miss my mom most, I'll never forgive myself for not saying goodbye. I miss my sister. I miss my friends. It's like I'm invisible to them, no matter if I know them online or RL. or maybe it's me. Maybe I've distanced myself from them. I walk past some people, and I want them to notice me, I need them to see me, I want to scream so they'd at least notice me, but i can't. I just walk by. Maybe it really is me. I get my waves of depression every now and than. I find myself standing in a crowded room, screaming, yet I still feel so alone. I'm too complicated to handle. My life is just a big mess. But I'll have to accept that right?

I think I'm done.


I miss you Shann. I hope I'll talk to you soon. <3

bye

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!!!!
Kitty! I miss you so much! I've been thinking about you so much lately!

I think I am a little scared about my future. I am a sophmore, and I just don't know what I want to do after I graduate. I know it will be something that has to do with art, but ... idk.

the future....scary!

I'm sick with the flu...

and it's two days till I'm on stage... TWO DAYS BEFORE I PERFORM! Last time I got laryngitis, now the flu.






Not much of a gripe, it's just irritating.

my family is/was being so annoying this morning!

it was like criticize kimber day.

my mom yelled at me b/c my shorts were too short, but in all reality, they aren't. my sister was like freaing out b/c my headband didn't match the rest of my clothes, but do i really care? NO!!! and then my little brother was being so ...ANNOYING! he always has to make the situation worse.

GGGGRRRRRR! :evil:

Im sorry.

im am trying out for drum major and i also have a clinical interview. ITS ALL IN THE SAME WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11




AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NERVES LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :o :bite: :wolf: =O

OOOO!!! B)

good luck with the try outs!!!

and what's a clinical interview?? O.o

Im trying to get into a program at my school where you go around to the hospitals adnd help out and get to see what it would be like working in the medical feild. and i have to go though an interview prosses and i am freaking out about it .



thanks for the encougement.

OOOOOOOO!!!

Like a doctor? that's cool!!

and it's a part of ur school??? wow. our school doesn't do anything like that.

you'll be fine in ur interview. don't worry!! :rolleyes:

thanks and i still have drum major try out on wensday and some of teh comp. is kind of good but still AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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HHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ON TOP OF ALL THAT I HAVE AN ENGLISH PROJECT DUE. I MEAN IM ALMOST DONE BUT STILL STRESS IS ALL I HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :wolf: :bite: =O






*edited for stretching out forum page*

I have an english project due, but it's definately not as stressful as urs sounds.

we have to do a research paper as a part of our graduation requirements.

ya how long does it have to be because our senoirs had to do one that was 6 pages long

YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DID GOOD WITH MY DRUM MAJOR TRY OUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SQUEAK*

NOW I HAVE TO WAIT FOR FRIDAY NIGHT TO FIND OUT HOW I DID!



I ALSO HAVE CILINCAL INTERVEW ON FRIDAY BUT I SHOULD GET IN !! :bite: :wolf: :lol:

My paper has to be 5 to 7 pages long.

the other non-honors classes' papers only have to be like 4 or 5.

stupid.

YA i know what u mean




i think i have a good chance at getting a leadership spot.


i will find out tomorrow :drinkP: :GAH: :monkey: :cow:

MY BAND DIRECTORS ARE STUPID. THEY GAVE THE DRUM MAJOR SPOT TO A FISH. SHE DOES NOT DISVERE IT. SHE NEEDS TO BE MARCHING ANOTHER YEAR. IT MAKES ME SO MAD.




UGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.



OK I FELL A LITTLE BETTER. :(

am i so sorry to hear that, iloveedward.

we had to turn in a rough draft of our paper friday, and i only got four pages done and turned in. there goes my grade. but hopefully, m yactual paper will be perfect. :lol:

thanks i talk to one of my friends and she does not want her to be drum major eather. i just hope she does not try to pull rank on us cause yes she is drum major but i am still older.

do u still have like section leaders or something like that??

what instrument do u play??