ALL SHOOK UP is a literate band/record label roleplay set in three competing
cities: New York, Los Angeles, and
Chicago. Do you know what it takes to
keep the industry all shook up?
Group: queens of apology
Posts: 438
Member No.: 293
Joined: 5-December 08
Hi guys.
I feel the need to apologize for a few reasons.
1. Being a sucktastic member the past few months: I got back to school early in August, and was suddenly in ten hour a day rehearsals until classes started, and then classes started...and then my baby sister got the swine. She's allergic to vaccinations for it, so that was stressful. Then I was in ANOTHER show right away. and then i realized i was a senior in college, and had way more to do than i realized i would.
2. not showing up sooner to explain: i feel like i've been avoiding the two sites i'm on because i'm afraid i will get shunned or yelled at, so i'm finally here to say i'm really sorry. i'm not leaving, and i don't want to abandon emerson or ella, but recently, my life? has not been so good. i've been diagnosed with periodical insomnia, which means an hour or less of sleep a night for me, sometimes three on a good day if i'm lucky. i just can't sleep. so i live in a fog, and it sucks. as a result, my schoolwork is suffering, and life is basically crap.
3. i'm asking for forgiveness? which i don't think i deserve >.< but i'd like to still be here, and to plot with you all, and to be part of the site because i love this site. i know i've been a bit flaky the past few months, but i'm hoping once thanksgiving is over and i have time to see a REAL doctor back home instead of a quick walk-in clinic one, i can get help sleeping and get my life back on track.
admins, if it's okay, i'd like to keep emerson, but ella could be deleted? i love em, and am planning on coming back, but i just can't right now, for so many reasons. and when i come back, i think only one character should be had.
so. that's what i've got to say. i love you guys. thanks for being patient with me.
Kenz! Of course you can keep Emerson, hun!! You can always come to us when something's wrong. We'll never, ever shun you or be angry with you. We love you! ASU loves you! Take your time figuring out your real life and getting better and healthy! Emerson and ASU will be here waiting for you whenever you're ready to come back. And remember, WE LOVE YOU!
Group: tegan miller
Posts: 1,041
Member No.: 275
Joined: 28-November 08
Awwe kenzie! We miss you && love you too much to shun you! work on making yourself feel better, that's most important... i'm a chronic insomniac so i definitely feel your pain. feel better!
kenzie <33 don't worry about a thing, we can never shun or be angry with you, after all it's completely understandable! and i know that you wouldn't leave us, real life comes first no matter whats, even if real life sucks. and you can always talk to me about anything if you need to, i'll be here to listen and help (: get better soon and we'll be here when you come back (:
Group: thank god we're immortal
Posts: 48
Member No.: 648
Joined: 29-October 09
KENZIEEEEE <33 mhmm we miss you loads and love you loads too! you always know that i'm hurr if you wanna talk and just concentrate on getting better and what not cuz we're always gunna be here waitin g for you when you come back =D <33
Group: queens of apology
Posts: 438
Member No.: 293
Joined: 5-December 08
dear beth and emily and chellers and nick:
<3 <3 <3
thank you =] i felt like an awful person and was freaking out about it, and....yeah. i have some free time this weekend, so i'll probably be around a bit, trying to get back into the swing of things, so...yes.
thank you all for being understanding. i adore it here, and i adore all of you <3