feel the air..., tag: Cameron

[Isis-Rose Harker]

Rose felt herself calming down while Cameron led her from the castle to the Quidditch Pitch. I just hope he doesn't ask me to fly... I'm one of the most contradictional persons ever... I have fear of enclosed spaces, and of heights... you would say that there is a lot of open space on high heights...

She was totally lost in her thoughts, like always when she just had had an attack of claustrophobia. She always started questioning and blaming herself, though she didn't know why. She knew what her fear of heights came from, but the claustro... it had made some memories unbearable.

Rose tried to come to herself again, realising she was rude towards Cameron. "I'm sorry... also for the slap. It's really sweet that you're bringing me here." They stood in the absolute middle of the Quidditch Pitch. All around and beneath them, was fresh, green grass, and only the sound of silence. Rose smiled, she felt quite happy now... And why do I feel the sudden need to grab Cameron's hand?!?!

[Cameron Royal]

Cameron was happy that Rose had calmed down a bit. Without a word to Rose, Cameron took out his wand.

"Accio blanket!" He called, and withing second and lage fuzzy cover zommed into view, and landed in Cam's out-stetched hand. He quickly sped the blaket out over the grass, and sprawled out on it.

"Do you want to sit down?" he asked.

[Isis-Rose Harker]

"Oooh, how lovely! Thank you so much!" Rose smiled brightly, sitting down. She immediately rolled down on her back. "I love watching the skies... and the clouds... feel the sunlight, breathe in the air..." She said softly.

Turning her head towards Cameron, she saw him in the last beams of sunlight... and noticed how handsome he looked. She had known he was hot before, but like this... it suddenly felt as if a bomb of butterflies had exploded in her stumach. This can't be! She thought shocked, her eyes still on him. I can't be falling in love with him! It will ruin everything!

Shocked from the realisation she had just felt, she closed her eyes and rolled her head to the other side, calming down so Cameron wouldn't see anything suspicious on her face.

[Cameron Royal]

Cameron watched her sit down, and then roll over. He was too captured by being there to hear what she had said. At that moment, he just wanted to be near her.

No, Cameron I need to be there for her, but I cannot be WITH her. I need to be a friend.

"Are you feeling better now? Do you want to stare at the clouds with me?" Cameron asked. He was trying as hard as he could to keep their meeting strictly friendly.

[Isis-Rose Harker]

Rose opened her mouth and closed it a few times, not knowing what to do, but then made a quick decision. I won't let him notice. I won't destroy it. Not like I did last time. Okay, that was something completely different, but I destroyed it anyway.

She rolled over and laid on her side, smiling up at Cameron. "Off course I would want that! Come on, lay down!" Okay, she really wanted it, but hoped she would be able to restrain herself from laying her head on Cameron's shoulder. He would probably find it suspicious, or weird, or... just not right. But how she would love it to just lie in his arms...

[Cameron Royal]

Cameron was finding it easier to cope. He realized that whether they got together or not, they would still be friends. And, that was worth everthing to him. So, Cameron pushed past his feelings for Rose at that moment, so that he could help her, and have a good time with this new friend of his. He wanted them to have a history together, do good things together. But, this could never happen if all he thought about was getting in with her.

Cameron laid back next to Rose and looked up at the sky. It was a perfect blue, with white fluffy clouds all around.

"Hey that one looks like a broom-stick!" he said.

[Isis-Rose Harker]

Rose giggled and raised her hand to. "And that one looks like a rabbit!" She turned her head and smiled at Cameron, her face close to his. She then glanced past him and laughed wider. "And that one is shaped like a heart!"

The moment she said it, she realised what she had said. Oh Art...

[Cameron Royal]

Cameron looked toward the one that Rose had said looked like a heart. It definatly did look like a heart. Cam could not control himself any longer, so he reached out with his hand and grabbed hers. But, after a few seconds, Cam relized what he had done, and took back his hand.

Without an appology, Cam scooted away from Rose.

[Isis-Rose Harker]

Rose turned her head to the other side, blushing like mad. Part of her felt overjoyed to the fact that Cameron had actually grabbed her hand, but... he had pulled his hand away and scooted back. It almost hurt her to see how it looked like he wanted to get away from her as soon as possible. So he doesn't feels the same way... Wait... do I feel about him? She slightly shivered and decided, that if he didn't feel the same way, she would accept it.

Turning back, she tried to not look at Cameron, and stared at the sky. "The clouds are dissapearing, don't you think?" She asked quietly in a squeezed voice. "The sun is breaking through, the day is gonna turn out great... don't you think?"

[Cameron Royal]

Cam definatly liked Rose, but he could not let on. She seemed weirded out that he had grabbed her hand. So, Cameron thought that it was best to exsept that she was going to be his friend, and only his friend.

"Yes, the sky is clearing up," he said, looking at the sky once more. The clouds were moving away quite rapidly. There was a nice breaze that went throught the stadium, and Cameron looked at Rose with kindness.

"Can you feel the air?" he asked. "All of this open space is amazing."

[Isis-Rose Harker]

Rose still didn't dare to look at Cameron, afraid she would blush like madly. She just smiled and hoped he knew the smile was meant for him. But what if... I mean, I already know it's not and stuff... but what if? "I know, it's so amazing... I surely prefer being here, it's the greatest place to be, without any walls or restrictions, just nature, earth, sky, life and us..."

[Cameron Royal]

"Us." Cameron repeated the last thing that she had said without realizing it.

Yes, us he thought. I would rather be with her, than anyone else.

Cameron scooted closer to Rose yet again.

OOC: arg writer block.

[Isis-Rose Harker]

Us... Rose sighed silently. God, how much she wanted to be with him, the feelings she had were so new, yet so strong, if he would only like her to... Unknowingly, she tiled her head to her side so it rested on Cameron's shoulder. If it could just be like this, forever... She closed her eyes and relaxed, her mouth hanging half open, simply listening to Cameron's breath beneath her.