Character Songs Version 2.0, ((Mostly YuAi randomosity))

[Danni-san]

Yeah. Was just going to put this on RR's character songs but it fits the YuAi RP here better. Poor Yuki-chaaaan!!! *clings to him* He's such an emo kidddd!!!

Yeah...

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty
in the moonlight
overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne,
she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, from the Shrek Sound track. Not sure who sings it but it's a beautiful song.

Fits which character(s): Yukio and Aiko's relationship at the moment at least.

Reason: Well, Yukio... As a self-proclaimed god, he fits the king image. In his mind, she ruined everything. She can see straight through him (which is funny because she's blind) and she's the only one he can't seem to manipulate or tell what to do. Which makes him feel inferior and broken. He doesn't think he can live without being in control of everything.

And some of the lyrics (the last verse, I think) fit his view on love. He doesn't think it's worth anything.

... I just thought it fit. But w/e.

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YUAI = OTP

[Nova-chan]

Evanescence pwns your soul...
And so do these to very Yukio songs...

How can you see into my eyes,
Like open doors ?
Leading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb.
Without a soul. My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back home.

Wake me up inside,
Wake me up inside,
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Bid my blood to run,
Before I come undone,
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Now that I know what I'm without,
You can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real,
Bring me to life.

Wake me up inside,
Wake me up inside,
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Bid my blood to run,
Before I come undone,
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Bring me to life,
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love, darling,
[Only you] Only you are the life among the dead.

I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems,
Got to open my eyes to everything.
[Don't let me die here]
Bring me to life.

Wake me up inside,
Wake me up inside,
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Bid my blood to run,
Before I come undone,
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Bring me to life,
[Bring me to life],
Bring me to life.

Mm. Should we label this an Emo-Yukio song? It's kind of expressing his inner conflict about Aiko, of course, and how he's trying to decide whether to depend on her to be there for him.

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all that I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(Away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me?

Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become

I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all that I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(away from this place I have made)
Won't you take me away from me?

Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live

I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all that I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
I
I've woken now to find myself
I've lost in shadows of my own
I'm longing to be lost in you
Away from me

From me (x7)

Hm. The two lines are classic Yukio: manipulative, scheming, and a smug bastard.
But after that, it's more post-meeting Aiko, and having everything flipped on it's edge. Again, a similiar theme to the previous.
It even mentions his disease...

Video with the first song: http://youtube.com/watch?v=VbASXKt56SU&mode=related&search=

Video with the second song: http://youtube.com/watch?v=QGsokg6KVJA

[Nova-chan]

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

Heh, I'm on a spree people.
Anyway, again, it's Yuki-chan (*Aiko can be heard muttering angrily in the distance about Nova having no permission to use that name*), and he's back with his psycho problems. This is him wanting to, I guess be more...open, about how he feels. Or at least, let Aiko know that, so they can have their own relationship, instead of the awkward neither friend-nor-more stage.


What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus:]
I can’t hold on
To what I want when I’m stretched so thin
It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I
Turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
by myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus]

How do you think I’ve lost so much
I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to

[x2]
Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside

[Chorus x2]

Yukio, thinking he has no one but himself to rely on, but that doesn't even work. This one doesn't fit as well...

I don’t know who to trust no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

[Chorus]
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You

This could really be either of them. They both wish they didn't say so much in front of the other, and they aren't really sure about anything. The:
(Everyone feels so far away from me) really fits them both, since everyone avoids Aiko because her blindness and Japanese tend to kind of scare them off, while Yukio's very manipulative ways push everyone away, and his family doesn't really care for him either.

Heh. This is what happens when you give a YuAi obseesed Nova too much free time and nothing to reply to (nothing YuAi to reply to at least.)

[Danni-san]

Omg, that totally fits! And it makes me emo... *pouts*

What's it called? My December? I know it's by LP, but I wanna' download it...

[Nova-chan]

They are My December, By Myself, and With You, respectively. And yes, all are the wonderfully lurvly band of Linkin Park.

There is a remixed version of it where the music is a little different too...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=1IoR8eKWnXs
That's the remix...



http://youtube.com/watch?v=pko5zhYSkY8
Not the remix...

[Danni-san]

I think Yukio can take his title of Angst King back from Sasuke and Akito now. They were fighting over it anyway. xD

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed

Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Gomen nasai for everything
Gomen nasai, I know I let you down
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege
When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away
Gomen nasai, for everything
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now
Gomen nasai, I let you down
Gomen nasai, Gomen nasai,
Gomen nasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

Gomen Nasai, TATU

Totally reminds me of YuAi. Told from Yuki-chan's point of view. If, somewhere along in the storyline and hopefully not, Yukio may push her away entirely. Because he's afraid of what might happen. And if so, he'll relize what a mistake it was and may never be able to get her back.

[Nova-chan]

Woah! That would like, fit perfectly...

Aiko: But that won't happen because you two aren't THAT evil, are you? *worries*

[Danni-san]

It really depends on how forgiving you are. If he totally pushed you away and yelled and screamed and told you to leave him alone forever, would you forgive him if he came crawling back later?

[Nova-chan]

Aiko: Can I say no to get out of this completely...?

*hands Aiko her glass of milk*

Aiko: *takes a drink* Well? Can I just do that?

Me: Nup. I put veritaserum in it... Now, let's see. "If he totally pushed you away and yelled and screamed and told you to leave him alone forever, would you forgive him if he came crawling back later?"

Aiko: Bitch, of course I wouldnnnn--Yes...but I don't think it would be that simple. I'd definitely slap him for yelling at me, and then I might give him an attack or something...
And then I'd be all emo. I don't like the idea of being emo...
I refuse to go along with this!

Me: Harry Potter ftw.

[Danni-san]

Because HP totally, like, pwns. Everything. Even Akito-sama reads it. *nods*

Yukio: Being emo sucks. Don't even go there. *pulls Aiko into a hug and smirks, knowing she's under the influence of truth potion* So. Do you really love me, Aichan? Do you really think I'm a stupid bastard?

Me: He's enjoying himself... xD

[Nova-chan]

Aiko: Akito reads Ha--Uh...*blushes* Ye--Nn--Yes...and no...This is...and you accuse me of not playing fair...

Me: *silently squee-ing*

[Danni-san]

Yukio: I'm supposed to be manipulative and cruel. And I'm being fair... I'm playing by my rules... just one more question... *leans in to whisper something in her ear*

Me: It better not be dirty, Yukio, so help me I'll... I'll have to go write more YuAi fanfiction... >< Damn my love for this pairing...

Yukio: Heh. *whispering* How much do you love me, Aichan? Tell me everything... */whispering*

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Untitled, Simple Plan

Reminds me of Yukio but I can't really say why. And Sasuke as a little kid is totally kawaii. And Itatchi in his ANBU uniform is TOTALLY FREAKING HOTT. He gots a samurai sword. Kukuku...

[Nova-chan]

Aiko: Uh...well...Yukio! I...*groans* I...love you...and... I... I...

Me: *still silently squee-ing*

Aiko: Too much. Far too much, considering you are after all, a snake. ...
Now, can you stop with the horribly embarrassing questions already...please...?

[Danni-san]

Yukio: I'm not trying to embarass you, you know. We're the only ones here... *pulls her closer, stroking her face* Aishiteru, Aichan...

Me: Ooh, Yukio's really getting serious about this... So kawaii... *hidden cameras everywhere*

PS: Aishiteru means I love you... In the kind of way you'd tell someone who you really want to be with forever. *wipes tears of joy away* Oh, Yukio! My little baby!

[Danni-san]

Yukio: Insane? Really? *chuckles, his tongue flicking out slightly and licking her cheek* How so?

Me: OMG... Dude... This is... Amazing... *faints from kawaii-YuAi-ness*