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boratz - February 5, 2009 11:07 PM (GMT)
I don't what is wrong with me. Maybe I am just stressed out. I live in Texas, probably one of the smallest towns in Texas, maybe even the world(or at least that's how it feels). There is a girl I have had liked for at least 5 years, who has never noticed me before. I have so much crap going on in school. I am getting prepared for Eagle Scout in Boy Scout, just have to get a Board to review me. I don't know what I want to do for the future. I don't hang out with my all that much. I feel lonely I guess.

I don't know what it is. I just don't know how continue living. I have so manythings going on in my life, I just don't know balance them out. I don't know what to do anymore.

I guess jus had to get that off my chest.

darkender - February 5, 2009 11:19 PM (GMT)
I would start telling you how many words are missing from your post, but that would be mean. I'm just going to say take your time and breathe. I know I was feeling a little stressed out the other day, so I just took a nap. Just slow things down and see what happens.

Pseudonym - February 5, 2009 11:22 PM (GMT)
There's an easy way to continue living.

Don't Die.

As long as you do that, everything will turn out better.

boratz - February 5, 2009 11:36 PM (GMT)
QUOTE (Pseudonym @ Feb 5 2009, 11:22 PM)
There's an easy way to continue living.

Don't Die.

As long as you do that, everything will turn out better.

that's a funny thing everyone dies. i could die right now, or in a hundred years. only God decides when my time is up. i wish i could just stop everything, but i can't a whole lot depend on me for stuff.

Pseudonym - February 5, 2009 11:39 PM (GMT)
as they say,

Keep breathin', the rest is just details.

darkender - February 5, 2009 11:40 PM (GMT)
QUOTE (boratz @ Feb 5 2009, 11:36 PM)
[QUOTE=Pseudonym,Feb 5 2009, 11:22 PM] only God decides when my time is up.

Why do people think this? Why do people think that god would make a world full of people just so they can die in it? I don't want to start a "religious debate", but I"m just saying.

jailer411 - February 5, 2009 11:41 PM (GMT)
QUOTE (darkender @ Feb 5 2009, 05:40 PM)

Why do people think this? Why do people think that god would make a world full of people just so they can die in it? I don't want to start a "religious debate", but I"m just saying.

I'm starting a religious debate! What do you mean that Go.....nevermind, that will just kill the topic.

darkender - February 5, 2009 11:44 PM (GMT)
QUOTE (jailer411 @ Feb 5 2009, 11:41 PM)
QUOTE (darkender @ Feb 5 2009, 05:40 PM)

Why do people think this? Why do people think that god would make a world full of people just so they can die in it? I don't want to start a "religious debate", but I"m just saying.

I'm starting a religious debate! What do you mean that Go.....nevermind, that will just kill the topic.

Just to get people thinking... ;)

jailer411 - February 5, 2009 11:47 PM (GMT)
QUOTE (boratz @ Feb 5 2009, 05:07 PM)
I don't what is wrong with me. Maybe I am just stressed out. I live in Texas, probably one of the smallest towns in Texas, maybe even the world(or at least that's how it feels). There is a girl I have had liked for at least 5 years, who has never noticed me before. I have so much crap going on in school. I am getting prepared for Eagle Scout in Boy Scout, just have to get a Board to review me. I don't know what I want to do for the future. I don't hang out with my all that much. I feel lonely I guess.

I don't know what it is. I just don't know how continue living. I have so manythings going on in my life, I just don't know balance them out. I don't know what to do anymore.

I guess jus had to get that off my chest.

Hmmmm. this doesn't seem to be as streesfull as an adults problems, you know, like divorce? If you can't take this now, then I don't see how you will take this when it gets more serious.

granobulax - February 6, 2009 12:41 AM (GMT)
How old are you boratz? I ask because it has bearing on any advice I would give.

Oh, and what town in Texas are you from? Don't tell if you're not comfortable. I just think it would be an amazing coincidence if it were the same town I used to live in out there. I was born in Lubbock, but I've lived in several really small towns in Texas too :lol:

SilverSurfer092 - February 6, 2009 12:44 AM (GMT)
Don't sink the boat that you built to keep afloat.



That's all you have to do.

Solomon - February 6, 2009 02:33 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (SilverSurfer092 @ Feb 6 2009, 12:44 AM)
Don't sink the boat that you built to keep afloat.



That's all you have to do.

...Wow, that was actually...helpful.

boratz - February 6, 2009 03:04 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (granobulax @ Feb 6 2009, 12:41 AM)
How old are you boratz? I ask because it has bearing on any advice I would give.

Oh, and what town in Texas are you from? Don't tell if you're not comfortable. I just think it would be an amazing coincidence if it were the same town I used to live in out there. I was born in Lubbock, but I've lived in several really small towns in Texas too :lol:

It's a place called Detroit.

boratz - February 6, 2009 03:12 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (darkender @ Feb 5 2009, 11:40 PM)
[QUOTE=boratz,Feb 5 2009, 11:36 PM] [QUOTE=Pseudonym,Feb 5 2009, 11:22 PM] only God decides when my time is up. [/QUOTE]
Why do people think this? Why do people think that god would make a world full of people just so they can die in it? I don't want to start a "religious debate", but I"m just saying.

I am not starting a religous debate. Really don't like arguing, but I didn't really mean what I said. I think God put us here for a reason. I guess really what's frustrating me is I don't know what it is. I have all these people around me asking what I am going to do with my life, but I don't know what I want. I don't know what God wants me to do.

I know God knows what life will be, I guess just all the pressure I have from friends, Boy Scouts, family, school, powerlifting, and so many of these coming to the age of having to get your life stared(when I don't even know what I want to do with my life). I guess it will get harder, and I will have to prepare myself, but I guess God knows what will happen to me.

SilverSurfer092 - February 6, 2009 03:34 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (boratz @ Feb 6 2009, 03:12 AM)
[QUOTE=darkender,Feb 5 2009, 11:40 PM] [QUOTE=boratz,Feb 5 2009, 11:36 PM] [QUOTE=Pseudonym,Feb 5 2009, 11:22 PM] only God decides when my time is up. [/QUOTE]
Why do people think this? Why do people think that god would make a world full of people just so they can die in it? I don't want to start a "religious debate", but I"m just saying. [/QUOTE]
I am not starting a religous debate. Really don't like arguing, but I didn't really mean what I said. I think God put us here for a reason. I guess really what's frustrating me is I don't know what it is. I have all these people around me asking what I am going to do with my life, but I don't know what I want. I don't know what God wants me to do.

I know God knows what life will be, I guess just all the pressure I have from friends, Boy Scouts, family, school, powerlifting, and so many of these coming to the age of having to get your life stared(when I don't even know what I want to do with my life). I guess it will get harder, and I will have to prepare myself, but I guess God knows what will happen to me.

The way I see it is God gave us free will.


But that sonofaB that God is probably wants us to choose what we do and then laugh and say "I CHOSE THAT FOR THEM! MUAHAHAHA! I'M A CALCULATING LITTLE DEVIL, AREN'T I? SHUT UP SATAN! I SAID LITTLE DEVIL, NOT DEMON CHILD HATED BY ALL!"

SilverSurfer092 - February 6, 2009 03:35 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (Solomon @ Feb 6 2009, 02:33 AM)
QUOTE (SilverSurfer092 @ Feb 6 2009, 12:44 AM)
Don't sink the boat that you built to keep afloat.



That's all you have to do.

...Wow, that was actually...helpful.

Don't get used to it k.

treacherous - February 6, 2009 04:45 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (boratz @ Feb 6 2009, 03:04 AM)
QUOTE (granobulax @ Feb 6 2009, 12:41 AM)
How old are you boratz? I ask because it has bearing on any advice I would give.

Oh, and what town in Texas are you from? Don't tell if you're not comfortable. I just think it would be an amazing coincidence if it were the same town I used to live in out there. I was born in Lubbock, but I've lived in several really small towns in Texas too :lol:

It's a place called Detroit.

Waitaminute? Did you just say you live in Detroit, Texas? There is actually a Detroit, Texas? Weird.

granobulax - February 6, 2009 04:48 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (boratz @ Feb 6 2009, 03:04 AM)
QUOTE (granobulax @ Feb 6 2009, 12:41 AM)
How old are you boratz? I ask because it has bearing on any advice I would give.

Oh, and what town in Texas are you from? Don't tell if you're not comfortable. I just think it would be an amazing coincidence if it were the same town I used to live in out there. I was born in Lubbock, but I've lived in several really small towns in Texas too :lol:

It's a place called Detroit.

Nope, different town. I used to live in a little town south of Lubbock called O'donnell.

Damn, did you know there's a Wikipedia on Detroit Tx?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Detroit,_Texas

Anyway, sorry if I de-railed your thread at all... ^_^

boratz - February 6, 2009 05:05 AM (GMT)
QUOTE (treacherous @ Feb 6 2009, 04:45 AM)

Waitaminute?  Did you just say you live in Detroit, Texas?  There is actually a Detroit, Texas?  Weird.

Yeah it is weird




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