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[Butterfli]

oh im all better.. Ive been better since yesterday... though right now Im starting to get pissed off..
all day long today everytime I have tired to call Jimmy he hasnt answered his phone. 3 times this morning/early afternoon.. then when he did call me back he said he didnt answer bc he was with his parents and he had the phone on the visor in the car on vibrate so he didnt hear it go off.. thats fine.. no big deal.. I just got home bc my mom wanted to go to walmart I told him I would call him when I got back.. I called and Surprise Suprise he didnt answer the phone.. its 6:40 pm.. we were supposed to go out tonight.. we were supposed to celebrate out valentines day tonight bc we were going out with children! But thats fine.. Im gonna send him a text message and if he doesnt call me back before 7:30 them Im not going out with him...

[Just Mari]

UGH I hate wehn guys ignore your calls. It sucks times a million. Did he call you back??

[Butterfli]

it was about 7ish.. he called and was like what are you wearing bc Im almost to your house.. thanks for warning me ya know.. I ended up having to put make up on at his house bc he waited till the last moment to tell me when we were leaving.. Im sorry Im not gonna play that game.. Im not about to start having to sit around and wait for him to decide when and where he wants to see me. If he wants to go out with me then he needs to take into consideration that I have kids and we have to plan things out we cant just be like spur of the moment

now im cold and Im cranky bc we arent going to do anything tomarrow bc he wants to let bryn rest up some more so in other words i probably wont get to see him again until next saturday. and Im sorry that pisses me off.. we live in the same damn town.. we are adults its not like we have to worry about school or curfews or parents telling us we cant go out but he doesnt even get to see each other like teenagers do.. and im sorry I like to see my boyfriend.. even if we are just watching movies together.. I havent spent time with just him in foerver.. last weekend we didnt do anything on sat bc bryn was sick.. sunday was football so even thoug we were together he ignored me.. the weekend before that we didnt spend time together bc he was sick... Im tired of wasting my weekends.. Im tired of never getting to see my boyfriend its not that much to ask!

[Nok]

I hope it gets better and you get to see each other more.

I should be starting some homework now.. thats for tomorrow but ive done pretty much everythign but that.. it sounds boring..

[Ida]

OH MY GOD! GUESS IF I'M PROUD OF MY LIL BRO!! XD

Today, before the concert, the instructors in Funky Butt asked if anyone else wanted to improvise, so I tell Carl (the trumpetist) that he should ask the dude named Bjørnar playing the trombone. So he did, and my lil bro agreed to play! ^^ He was really pissed at me afterwards though. XD

But he rocked the stage, improvising for the first time. I was soo darn proud, but I felt slightly bad, when I saw his hands shaking from being nervous. But that made me even more proud, that he dared to do it even though he was as nervous as he was. <3

Originally, I were only improvising on Blues for Raffen. Vegard and Arne (both trumpetplayers) were going to improvise on Policeinspector B (a chase), but Arne felt sick after eateing the hamburger we had for dinner, so before we started on Policeinspector B, the instructors wondered who were going to improvise. Vegard said Carl could do it, then he asks me, and I agrees. XD And then Carl asked right afterwards, he thought it'd be best if I did it with Vegard instead of him. So yeaaah. XDDDDDDD It was AWESOME! ^^ Vegard is so talented, and I felt pretty confident playing with/against him, and I got a lot of comments afterwards, from the instructors and others. GAH! CONFIDENCE COME TO ME! *ego-boost*

me and my mom spoke a while with Øyvind afterwards, and he said it was great, we built it up and burst of energy in the end. XD We were "allowed" to just play, and the rest of the band played in the background, and built it up under us. My mom said that even my dad started nodding along and tapping his foot. XD He's not even remotely musical, so..

In other words, it were AMAZING.<3

[Butterfli]

glad you had a great day miss ida..

today is kinda blah.. its snowing... Im still in my pjs.. and its almost 2:30.. I just dont care today...

[Ida]

*hugs Butterfli* <3 I don't think I made much sense, but I'm all up in the clouds atm. I think I'm going to be so for a week.

[Butterfli]

I wish I was in a better mood.. I just feel blah.. he said he would call me today.. and its almost 3 and he hasnt.. Im not calling him bc well he made me mad yesterday with the way he acted.. I found it amuesing that he kept telling me hat he didnt get good reception hardly at all all day.. yet.. he let it slip that he talked to susie and the reception was clear as a bell..
I think Im gonna have to invoke the you cant be alone with her you cant talk to her rule.. I dont wanna be that way but Im sorry if it comes down to it then I will be that b!tch

[Just Mari]

Aww Butterfli...I think that you need to slap him across the face with a dead fish. That'll knock some sense into him...

Ida-kun--congrats!! I'm glad you had such a good time improvising!! :-)

[Carla]

Yea Rave is changing their name to Lola. I don't think they changed everything over just yet but soon it will be.

Yay Ida!! I bet you'll have LOTS to tell me tomorrow afternoon XD

Butterfli - sorry to hear Jimmy is being a jerk. Hmm doesn't sound too good with what he's doing to you. Maybe not pull the whole don't-talk-to-other-girls rule but maybe tell him hey you seem to be paying alot more attention to Suze and maybe even tell him about the whole phone reception thing he told you. Guys, bleh!

[Nok]

Ida: I like reading names of people in Norway.. with the letters and all keep them coming! lOL!

okay off to bed i am. quite packed week ahead of me.. thats it!

[Butterfli]

he didnt call me at all yesterday and I know it mgiht seem childish and highschool almost but comeone!!
I get up this morning and get a message from him saying he loves me and to think about what we want to do this weekend bc its all up to me.. guess what we wont be seeing susie this weekend... we wont have kailynne and we wont be just sitting around the house..
I tried to call him.. he didnt answer.. I didnt leave a message.. I sent him a text, I wonder if he will read the irritation in my message or if he is too much of a guy to pick up on it.. I didnt say I love you either..

[Nok]

With boys.. we cant be subtile.. or they just dont get it.. its true.. a girl tries subtly to let a guy know shes interested.. he wont get it.. a girl tries to pass on any msg subtly.. he wont get it.. we have to be OBVIOUS! but we arent.. were girls.. were subtle..

thats complicated..

though since he seems to offer you a plan for the weekend just liek you want.. iw ould say.. accept it.. and let him know (quite obviously..) that you really like it that way!

[Ida]

Sorry for not following completely. Who's this Susie-chick??

Great weather here today. Bright sun and blue sky. We sat outside eating our lunch today. I'm tired as hell. My lil bro got the flu.

[Nok]

Ooh! Stay away! Hehe!

im almost done with my homework! well one of em.. the one thats for today.. then i should take some avdance on others..