okay. i for-warn you. these are simply pices of crap. i ask you to not post but you may PM me if you have any ideas or blah, blah, blah. for some reason, i hate seeing ppls replies..kinda funny

--this one doesnt rhyme and is me venting----

I said I was sorry
Opening my story book
Singing you a pretty tale
You forgave and then cried
Saying I hurt your world
I can’t believe this charming note
I’m stunned with you, this decapitated creature
I wish you could see the scars on my back
Where your dagger went through
I didn’t flinch, I didn’t cry
I only wished for the hours to go on
For my days to pass with a smile
But I didn’t tell any other humans
Knowing the lips of our kind
So full of life and death
You would come back, saying that I lie
And now you are here
Holding your knife
Telling me this
Telling me this with a tear
And I should believe you?
I don’t see through you vision
You’re not helping your case
This is how I’m going to end this night
I’m going to patch my own wounds from your hand
I’m going to slip into my dark thoughts
My sympathy for you will end


--------uhmm it rhymes? lol sorta..---------

Feeling your eyes flickering towards me-I look to the floor
Wishing you listened to my vanishing cues more
You whisper in my ear that I should let go
Hold your comforting hands and live
I set the voices to mute
My beating heart begins to writhe
You speak your lies so pretty
I want to hear them but can only blush
I look to the depths and hate the poison within
The connection of the opposites becomes hushed
I laugh as you describe past massacres
Making sure my sick smile you can’t cure
I think of the past, my own cold hand
If I kill you will our friendship have a second chance?
This is the part where I lose sleep
My heart would break to see yours in defeat
Yet here I am, holding the knife above your head
Wishing I could be the one to become dead



----------i hate ppl-------------

I grasp onto the cold wire
My eyes large and full of fear
The bullet hole in my chest is on fire
Pain comes into translation through a single tear
I should have never believed in your trust
Should have stayed quiet and afraid
These lies with given to me with a thrust
I should have pushed them back and stepped away
Instead my curious nature overwhelmed me
I fingered the ashes to find a trace of fault
Finding nothing, I believed you too quickly
It wasn’t long before I was accepted into your cult
I was deceived and you find humor in my fall
Telling all your friends with no details left unsaid
To others this scenario was part of the nature’s cruel law
They all knew but kept there words filled with lead
one more thing before my emotions connected to you die
Before I sleep with other naïve little girls
My trust I had in you will end with a lasting battle cry
And this is where my puppet being enters the world


---hehehehe, i wish everyone would gag once in a while----


Gag your pretty mouth
only allow light rays to fill the room
you point and tell me the world is heading south
Chalk fills my lungs as I prepare my tomb
We will talk of ashes and one-man parades
Pain of the sea that slowly fades
The chains that dig in my cuts, ill secretly hide
Afraid you’ll retreat to the other side
I cry for warmth when they lower me to the ground
You come along and help the poison go down
I cry for complete fairness and answers
You tell me the truth is spreading like cancer
Imprisoning hate-I stop with the torture
Build my walls between you and I with rotten mortar
I cock my gun, you laugh and tell me to act real
You still haven’t understood why my heart is made of steel
I shoot- you grow confused
when your corpse grows cold, Ill find another to keep my soul amused
This is how it ends
I am finally tired playing pretend
fences to keep emotions out have been built
This is you blood that has been spilt